Tears , Unneeded

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Chresanto

I was laying with my arm around yn && jay they were asleep . I got a call I eased from under them and got my phone .

Operator : Do you except the charges from the police station !?

Chresanto : yeah

The clicked and I heard a woman's voice . " hey we are calling for a Chresanto Emilio August in regards of Talia Pendergrass " I folde my arms . " what about her " I said as coldly as possible . " s - she committed suicide early tonight and she left a note for you " I collapsed on to the bed . " alright w-where can I pick it up " she gave me an address for it . I got dressed and then kissed yn on the forehead . Why would she do this ??

I pulled up to crime scene and looked around . The police officer asked who I was , and I told her . " here this is it " she handed me a one page letter . I slowly walked off then looked back to see them with a body bag .

The Note ;

Dear Chresanto ,

I wasn't always the best wife , friend , or person . I did alot of shit that I just couldn't make up for . Hurt alot of people I should have just cared for . Made a mess of my life she. I should have fixed it . What kind of person was I ?? Shit I was a monster. I made you hate and my bestfriend yn of all people I shouldn't have tried to be with you anyways my heart was set for Jacob and I just didn't listen to it ' . I have my regrets and still doubts . Even where I'm at I till love you and want you to know I still love you very much . I hope you forgive me . Chresanto you are a good person and I hope you stay that way

Love ,

Talia Pendergrass

I was completely thrown off I didn't expect her to do that . Do this ?? Their was a better way to settle to fix . To know I am one of the causes made me mad .

I went home and yn was awake I just went and hugged her tight . She sat in my lap and held my head to her chest . I was crying because I felt to blame she killed herself , over me .

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