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Don't you hate it when you think about what it used to be like?

Well, I do.

I can't help it though. I can't help but think of what my life used to be like.

My family used to be stable. My mom and dad used to be always there for me. Riley used to be my best friend, and I used to be happy.

But I cannot keep holding onto past anymore. I cannot show people who I really am. I cannot let them in and trust them. I cannot have false hope.

Because I cannot allow myself to get hurt again.

I cannot.

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