Am I dead?, am I still alive? So many questions are running through my head, figuring out if I'm alive or not. Did I broke the promise that I made to my pack? Are they mad of me, are they happy that I'm here with them?. I tried to open my eyes but nothing, is like my body is frozen solid. I can't feel anything, but one thing I could do is lay there. Helpless like a lost little girl that can't figure out how to get out a maze. She tried and tried but no to vail, no matter how hard she tried she can't get out.
That is how I feel, helpless, laying there surrounded by darkness with no light to guide me through darkness. When there's no light there's darkness, and when there's darkness there's madness. I'm slowly losing it trying to figure out what is going on, I'm losing hope. Maybe I'm dead but the gates of heaven are close, not letting me in until I fulfill my quest, but how? I can't go back.
I guess I'm trap in my dead corpse feeling guilty that I didn't fulfill my promise that I made to my pack, "I'm sorry everyone that I fail you all, I promised you that I'll live the legacy of a dire wolf, but I broke your promise. I'm a disgrace to the name of our pack, not being able to handle a little storm I'm sorry, I'm sorry".
I slowly felt my body those off when I felt something or someone shacking me.
