Internet Love

Prologue

My life was a complete mess. I was single,alone,just in a dark place in my life. 2013 was worse for me I have to say, but ever since September 2013, I've been questioning my sexuality. My previous relationship ended that month. He had completely screwed me over,he was very controlling,may I add he had almost raped me. Ever since that relationship, I've never been the same. Anxiety had be worse than it possibly could be. Depression had been eating me up. There was occasionally sleepless nights or where I just had flashbacks and I'd wake up sobbing. I was just a complete mess. 2014 came along. I had some of the greatest people come into my life. Slowly I started to build myself back up to the person I was before I was crushed. Through out that year I have had a few mental breakdowns, and a couple relaspes. I'm not going to lie Summer 2014 I went through a phase where I did not eat a lot cause of how bad my anxiety was shooting through the roof. I refused to eat anything. I got threathen by my mom a couple times to eat or else she would take me to the hospital and have me force fed. Soon I gave in and just started eating again. Up until spring 2015, I got my life together and tried not to stress as much. Every now and then I'd see my dick head of an ex, and nearly have an anxiety attack. But, I lived through it. After being confused for the longest time about my sexuality, I came to the conclusion I was bisexual. Coming summer 2015, the summer before my senior year in high school, little did I know myself that I would not put myself out there for guys, but for girls. I may have only been in one relationship with a guy, but he really did screw me over to the point where I wanted to give girls a shot. I am glad I did.

You may not know who I am. Let me introduce myself. My name is Anna Gutierrez and here I am going to tell a story about how I met this amazing girl named Alexandra off the internet. You guys may think I'm crazy for giving an online relationship a shot, but you guys do not know the least of it. Ever since she came into my life, things have been going in a positive direction.

I hope you guys will enjoy this story.