The Struggle

Hometown

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My name is Jacilyn Gosling but my friends call me Jay. I have been living in Mayfield, Colorado for the past year. My parents got a divorce when I was 2 and my father never came back into my life, until yesterday. The day I finally turned 17, I got a call from California. "Mom who lives in California that we know?" I walked into my brothers room where my mom was getting his laundry. "Your father is the only person I know that lives there." She started to walk out. My heart dropped when she said, "Your father." "But he wouldn't call would he?" My voice got quiet. She just stared at me holding my phone out to her. "Mom what actually happened between you two?" I broke her stare. "Well honey, you see me and your dad never agreed on anything except that you and your brother would move in with him after you turned 17." She held my hands and looked me in the eyes. "He is trying to get back on our good terms so when school is over you don't mind moving in." "Why have you never told me this?!?" I almost yell at her. "You could've kept anything else but you kept that away from us." I pull my hands away from her and ran to my room. When I got there, I close the door and pull out my phone again. This time I hit the number and texted him.

Jay: Why? Why Kade?
Kade: So your mother told you
Jay: That you are taking me and my brother away from our mother
Kade: Honey I'm sorry
Jay: Don't Honey me! You weren't in my life for 15 years why would this change?
Kade: I'm sorry Jacilyn but that is what we agreed on

I shut off my phone and threw it on the bed. My father hasn't been in my life for years upon years, now he gets us for a year. After I turn 18, I get to move out and take my brother, Max, with me. That is what I'm going to do. No matter what, I am not living with Kade John Henson for long.

After I was born, my parents chose to give me my mother's maiden name along with Max. Our father has nothing to do in our lives. Kade is not even caring for us. He barley pays child support, and he has never tried to contact me until that day.

*The Next Day*

"Jay Jay, oh my gosh look who subbed to me on Instagram." My cousin, Maze showed me her phone. It read, New Follower andybvb, she has always loved him.

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Hey guys, thanks for reading my story, sorry it is kinda short beginning but I will make them longer if need to be. Love y'all stay beautiful.