Conceal and Reveal

Three

Chapter Three

- seekingsanity posted a new update –

; 7:40 PM 7/30

I am so tired. I just want to eat pizzas and burgers and ice cream and siomai and watch The Vampire Diaries and Grey's Anatomy forever. I am so exhausted of studying right now. My MWF is full loaded from 7:30 to 6:30 and only got 3 small breaks. I can't do this anymore.

; 9:35 PM 7/30

So, due to not having money to buy food and my laptop's disappointing failure of playing my dvd disc of TVD, I've got nothing to do but surf the internet. I can't study. Because I know it won't sink in. I am currently stalking Matt. Oh, no. I am just admiringly looking for further information about him. It isn't stalking. Duh.

Did you know how hard and long it took for me to have him as my facebook friend? You've no idea. I added him as a friend and he did not accept. I waited for like 3 months and I canceled my request and added him again. It goes for like almost 2 years but after a week of that incident of seeing him for the first time in person, he finally accepted me! I've got a crush on him since junior, high school and it disappears at a time- my feelings for him. But when I saw him again that day of Wednesday at the coffee shop, the feelings went back. But duh, it's just a mere infatuation. Not a serious love. So, I'm just chilling.