How so

Part 1 (first time)

Hey,this my first time using wattpad so im gonna say something confusing. Here i go, We know that we want to
go to heaven right? but why do some of us afraid of dying (even me)?. We want to have a bright future but why are we Staying our damn ass on the couch (or bed)?. Our childhood self wants to grow up real fast but why when we grow up we want to go back to our childhood self?. We want our "planet earth" to be clean and beautiful but why are we littering "planet earth" and making earth like a 1 year old piece of gum?.

Alright let me tell you guys something:
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e all want to have good choices or a a good living but some of us gonna regret it, scared or too lazy to make a decision. So think twice if all of us want something in our life.

And maybe that's all i want to say (i'm truly sorry if my grammar/the way of my explanation is confusing/wrong).

XOXO
MAZANURA