tangled up in love

the truth

ashley's pov

i dont know if i can face him..what am i going to say to him???i blurted that  i loved him yesterday...i stood outside harry's apartment...i had no idea what i was going to say when i see him...i nervously kept tapping my foot on the wall...

"did you get locked outside"zayn's voice startled me..

"oh no i was just..umm..i came to get my things"i managed speaking

"you cant get your things standing here"he chuckled 

"yeah i-i dont"i was interrupted by him "lets go for a coffee"he grabbed my hand..

he took me to his apartment..

"i thought we were going for a coffee"i asked

"we need a private place to chat and my apartment is the only place we could talk without being disturbed,besides i make quiet good coffee"he smiled

he opened the door and we went inside...i sat on a chair in the kitchen..i watched him make coffee

"you and harry had a fight"he asked

"did harry tell you this"i asked him

"i watched the news yesterday"he stated

"so you saw it too"i responded 

"ashley you cant trust the news or the paparazzi's picture,they dont tell you the whole story..they just want to raise their PR..trust me i've been throught that"he said

"but there was a picture of him kissing her"i said darkly

"you dont know the whole story ashley,nicole was the one who called harry..you dont know how good she is at playing games"he poured the coffee in a cup

"what do you mean"i glazed at him

"harry told us what she did after he came back yesterday"he continued "she asked harry to get back together but he denied and as he was about to leave she kissed him,it wasnt harry's fault..the paparazzi took the photo  and the media showed what they wanted to see not what really happened"he handed me the cup..

i was bewildered with this new information...harry was innocent...nicole is a sly fox..she must have done it on purpose...

"but why did he deny her"i asked curiously sipping the coffee from the cup

"because he is in love with you"he smiled

what?did he just say that harry was in love with me? "how do you know that he loves me"i asked

"he told louis that he was falling for you,he told him that he loves you but doesn't know how to tell you"he responded

"and you believe him"i asked hoping for a positive answer

"yes i do cause this is the first time he said he is in love wit someone"he explained

i could not help but smile...he loves me...i should have listened to him...

"i screwed it up"i said putting my hands on my head..

"its never too late you know"he smirked

"you're right zayn,thank you so much for the coffee"i hurriedly stood up and grabbed my bag..i rushed out the door and went to harry's apartment...i knocked at the door...i could hear is footsteps..he opened the door and i hugged him tightly...

"i'm sorry harry for not listening to you"i apologized

i looked at him and smiled..he removed my hands from his shoulder...i was shocked..why did he do that..he closed the door and looked back at me...

"promise me you wont ever leave me again"he smiled

"i promise"i said and i kissed him...

"i'm going to beat the shit out of that bitch nicole"i cursed

"you can do that later"he said kissing me again..

he carried me to the couch...he sat down and i was on top of him...he kissed me on my neck which sent shivers down  my body....i unbuttoned his shirt and kissed his neck...he removed my tshirt...

i waited so long for the right person and the right moment and i knew that harry was the one...

he unzipped his pant and threw it on the floor....he removed the skirt i was wearing...

"is it your first time"he whispered...i just nodded cause i was shy

"dont worry i'll be gentle"he kissed my lips...

i experienced pain and pleasure at the same time...

tears formed in my eyesand rolled down on my cheeks...harry kissed the tears on my cheek and he whispered "i love you ashley and i'll never leave you" 

i trusted the words that he said...i kissed his forehead...he got up and wore his boxers...

"i'm going to take a shower,you want to join me"he asked cheekily

i blushed and didnt say anything...he smiled and went to the bathroom

i wore his shirt that was lying on the floor..i went to the bathroom and stood there..

"umm harry"i mumbled

"yeah"he responded

"you wont ever leave me right"i asked

he opened the door he put his palm on my cheeks...

"i'll never leave you,ever"he smiled and i hugged him...i grabbed my clothes and went inside the bathroom..

"you know we could have saved the water if we had showered together"he teased

i playfully punched his shoulder and went inside...