You're not like the rest (Ciel Phantomhive X Reader)

Can't keep a secret from a butler~ (Part 2)

(Y/n)'s P.O.V
Oh my god how does he know?!? No he doesn't he's messing with me. "I don't know what you're talking about Sebastian." I say in a calm voice. "(Y/n), there is no point of you keeping a secret from me, I already know." He said in a smooth voice with a smirk upon his lips. I stayed silent trying to think of what to say, "You m'lady are (Y/n) (L/n), you are part human and part demon, your brother is Alexander, Your mother is a human and your father is a demon just like your brother. And I'm your brothers childhood friend, but you called me big brother also." He said in a serious voice, my face turned cherry red. "D-Does C-Ciel k-know..?" I squeaked quietly he looked at me with soft caring eyes, "No m'lady, he doesn't.. But you must tell him soon." I nodded and excused myself from the room walking back to Ciel's study, but the same old sad weight came back and the urge to take the blade to my skin. I looked around and walked into a room and locked it I look around for something with a blade, after 10 minutes a find a pocket knife. I open the blade and remembered the little thing I told myself 'go down the road not across the street' I take the blade to my arm and cut down my arm. Not deep enough to make me bleed out but a deep enough to draw blood, I find bandages around my arm and walk out of the room and walk towards Ciel's study, 'I must tell him what I am.' I inhale as I get to the door, as I knock on the door I exhale as I hear his voice say come in.
Ciel's P.O.V
I almost fell asleep at my desk but I heard a knock at the door, "Come in." I say in a tired voice, as the door opens I see (Y/n) walk in with a bandage in her arm "Sorry for running out like that Ciel I didn't mean to worry." She said in a soft voice smiling lightly as she sits down, I get up from my chair and walk towards her and hug her lightly. I whisper softly "I'm glad you're alright." She smiled but that smiled turned to a frown "Ciel I must tell you something." She says in a serious voice, I nod and she takes a deep breath. "I'm half human half demon, I apologize I didn't tell you sooner." She said in a shaky voice. I feel rage bottle up inside of me "Get out of my sight." I say in a angry voice, "Ciel.. I-" she tries to speak but I cut her off "I SAID GET OUT OF MY SIGHT YOU DAMNED DEMON GET THE HELL OUT OF MY STUDY, YOU DAMN MUTT YOUR FUCKING WORTHLESS GET OUT!" I scream at her, her (e/c) orbs tear up as she runs out of my study as she slams the door behind her. 'How dare Sebastian not tell me this information this is unacceptable, this is bullshit I'm getting married to a mutt.' I think to myself as I hear my door slam open. "Young master what was with the shouting?" Sebastian asks with Alexander behind him. I stay silent and Alexander pushes past Sebastian, "You yelled and screamed at her didn't you? You said she was worthless didn't you?!?" Alexander yells. "Yes I did, so what?" I say in a irritated voice, "Young master you shouldn't have done that." Sebastian said in a stern voice, "WHY THE FUCK NOT?!? SHE'S A DAMN MUTT A DAMNED DEMON!" I shouted, Alexander pushed me down in my chair with Sebastian holding him back. "Milord, lady (Y/n) is a bit suicidal and she is depressed and you saying she's worthless made it worse for her." Sebastian said in a soft voice. I raise an eyebrow "And I should care why? She probably deserves all bad things that happen to her." I say in a taunting voice for Alexander "Why you little shit you have no rig-.." "Alexander it's fine... You know I'm use to this." We hear a soft voice from behind us, we look and there's (Y/n) "Ciel you have no right to say that about me behind my back you're a stuck up little boy who gets whatever he wants, Sebastian, Alexander please set up a room for me we'll be staying here for awhile." (Y/n) says in a irritated voice as she walks away as slams the door behind her.
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A/N: Sowwy if you guys don't like the self harm part it will happen on occasionally but romance will be coming out soon I promise cx Xiuhunn please don't bite my fingers off ;w; I need them to write the story oh and 22 reads? Thank you guys who are willing to read this it might be bad compare to a lot of other fanfics but thank you for reading!
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