Forever is all I need

Trust

Dawn pov
I was at the beach. It was so peaceful here. Tears ran down my face. Memories haunted me. Even though this was my favorite place bad things happened. More tears ran down.

Flashback
"Hehe mom can I have a cookie" I asked. I was laughing at my brother. My mom smoking and her boyfriend drinking his 6th beer. My brother accidentally bumped into him. "You worthless shit" my mom's bf yelled. He pulled him to the water and tried to drown him. That day my brother never came back. I missed him.

"Dawn" a voice said. My eyes were puffy. And of course Xzavyour would be here. "What's wrong?" I didn't answer. "Dawn please I wanna help" his voice pleading. "No you don't you don't even know me. Leave me the hell alone I hate you" I yelled. "Please trust me" he said. I shook my head.

"I'll get you" he mumbled. I looked him in the eyes. "You won't" I said. I walked away from him. The waves crashing behind me. He didn't even chase me. Or so I thought. "Dawn I'll get you to open up to me and I'll be your friend" he yelled. I ignored him. He would never get me.

I continued walking. Soon I was almost home. God I'm so stupid. I wanted to...no...no. I won't. Push him away the voices screamed. So I would. Before we got to that point. Ya know when you start trusting each other. Well ya.

It started pouring and I didn't have my keys. "Great" I mumbled. Someone started to whistle. "Just come to my place Dawn" Xzavyour said. I nodded and headed to his place. Soon we got there and he said opened the door. His parents were sleeping and I told Jane I was okay.

"Here" he said throwing a top and some pants. I changed in his bathroom and came out. There was blankets on the floor and some pillows. He only looked at me. "Making up the bed." I nodded. When he was done he took me to a guest bedroom. I gave him a confused look.

"You can stay in here" he mumbled. I nodded. I felt hurt that he didn't offer for me to stay. Jerk stupid jerk. He walked out and I heard a door close. I then proceeded to close my eyes. Sleep.

~Next morning(school)~
I woke up and saw clothes on the floor. There was a note that said: put these on. I got in the shower and changed. I came out and Xzavyour nodded. We headed out. School. So fun. We sat in complete silence. "Get out" he mumbled. I looked confused. "You don't trust me so get the fuck out" he said while raising his voice.

Xzavyour was upset. I obeyed and walked the rest of the way. I could understand why. I didn't trust him. He obviously was mad about last night. I was sorry about it. I didn't mean for it to happen. Lost in my thoughts I never realized I was at school. I ignored Alesha and went to my locker. Then to first period.

Students came pouring in. Xzavyour wasn't one of them. Was I falling for him. Nah. Or... This is just cray. UNICORNS AND MAGIC WITH RAINBOWS. Yeah. Even that didn't take my mind off of Xzavyour. I wonder where he was.

I raised my hand and headed to the bathroom. No Xzavyour. Hmm. I wondered around more. Not here. Where the hell was he. Wait a second. Why did I care. Fuck it. Back to class I go. Ain't no trust here.

A/N~~~~~~Xzavyour to the side