So this is my new story about Bars and Melody and warning this book deals with a lot of depression so I just want to tell you guys before reading this.
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* 2 Months Before*
The silver object shines in the light. I need to feel something. I hold the objest and press it down and the the red liquid pours out of my skin. 1. For trusting 2. for caring 3. and one for being me. I know I should not be doing this but it makes me feel...better. I can't do this anymore I need one more but deeper than this sore in my heart.
This time I put down the razore and grab the knife and go in the bathtub. The water is warm and lay down I grab the knife and I bring knife to my shoulder and I put it through, as I lay there when I hear my name being screamed. " Georgia" then my the sound of wood cracking and with that everything felt peacful and calm.
*Present Time*
Tommorrow I can't do it I know no one knows what I was like last year but I can't do it. I can't sleep and my mom thinks I'm crazy but I just need everything to change this year I can make new friends and maybe get a date to the homecoming dance next month.
Finally after hours of thinking I can finally fall asleep. It was peacful I just thought of a year with no drama and friends. If it happens this year it would be a dream come true.
