co-parents *(larry stylinson)*

3--feelings

Chapter three

-harry-

I hear small snores coming from Lou...he looks so beautiful when he sleeps. Louis has been through a lot...I'm glad I'm here to help him. Lucas was also a sleep in my arms, I want to put him in his crib but I don't want to wake Louis. Louis has always been beautiful.....and I always thought of Louis more then just a friend...I wasn't gay it was just....Louis.

Louis groans slightly, I hope I didn't do anything to wake him. Louis turns and lays on his side on the couch of my shoulder, and laying away from me. I frown....it seems colder now that he's gone. I look down at lil Lou he looks so much like his dad, its unreal. I get uo from my comfortable state on the couch and I walk to lil lous blue baby room and set the sleeping baby in his crib. It was quiet in the flat....it really did feel nice to be back.

I let out a yawn. It was only 12:09 in the afternoon, but it feels later. Walking back in the living room I grave a blanket and set in on Louis, so he wasn't cold. I smile to myself....he was beautiful and I would give anything to be with him. Hold his hand, hig him from the behind, kiss him on the nose, forehead, cheek....lips. I smile when he cuddles himself into the blanket.

"Harry?" Louis mumbles, he wrinkles up his nose when the bright light hit his beautiful blue eyes

"Yea Lou?" I ask walking closer to him, crouching down on my legs close to his face. My hand gos to his feathery brown hair gently playing with it. Louis sighs, he always loved his hair played with.

"Wheres Lucas at?" His voice soft, and sweet.

"He's sleeping...something you should he doing" we both smile.

"Can you carry me to bed?" I nod and puck him up bridal style carrying him into his room. Louis cuddles into my chest. And I couldnt help not to blush.

I set him into his bed, he was almost out. I tuck him in, and smile.

"Ok Lou....sweet dreams" I say taking 2 steps towards the door, but soon stopped by Louis sweet voice.

"Stay with me" my heart sped up in my chest, I didn't pass up the offer though. I crawl into the warm covers of Louis bed and wrap my arms around his waist. Spooning him. It was normal for us, so I knew he didn't think anything weird of this. He turns around, barring his face in my chest.

"Thanks haz, for every thing" he mumbles before falling into a deep sleep. I kiss his forehead. Smiling, I just hope some day I will be able to kiss him with him awake... But I know that wint happen he won't feel the same. And if I told him I liked him more then I should.....he might never talk to me again...and wint let me see locus....those are 2 things I could bot live with out.....and I don't really want to lose them any time soon....so my feelings with Louis....needs to be kept a secret....for as long as they have to....even if it kills me to hide them.