The Awkward

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"Mondays suck!" I yell as I make my way downstairs, throwing my school bag next to the front door so I can grab it when I leave. "You suck!" Alaska, my 10 year old little sister yells at me when I enter the kitchen. I shoot her a dirty look and she sticks out her tongue. Gosh. "Good morning Rose." says Dan, my not-so-bad stepdad. At first, I though I would hate him but actually he's quite funny and kind. My mom is lucky to have him. WE are lucky to have him as a part of our family. My mom and dad broke up when I was twelve, because my dad is an asshole who can't keep his pants on. He cheated multiple times and my mom always forgave him, until she didn't.

Mom got the custody of us, Dad didn't even fight for it. I'm happy for it, because there was no way in hell I would have wanted to live with him, but it still hurt. Now, five years later, our family is the best family I could ever ask for. There's me, Mom, Dan, Amy, Will, Alaska and Henry. Amy is 20 years old, and is currently in college and she's the smartest person I've met, if you don't count Dan, who's a doctor. He makes me read these insanely boring books that apparently are supposed to make me smart. It hasn't worked, just made me want to scream and throw them across the room. My Mom is amazing, she's a really good listener and is always there for you no matter what you're going through. She's the best. Then there's Will, he's a year older than me, so he's 18. He used to be really sweet and funny, now he's all gangsta and all about the tough life. I wish I was kidding. It's actually quite funny. But I wish he would spend more time with me. He's barely around anymore. Unlike Alaska, she never leaves the house. Almost like me but I'm not as bad. All she does is sit in front of the tv watching Disney channel and sometimes, she has a day or two that all she does is draw and draw and draw, that's why almost the whole house is covered up in her drawings. She also likes to steal Mom's jewelry. And last but not least, there's Henry. Our cute little two year old. He looks just like Dan. Dan is Asian,so some people think he's adopted.

I open the fridge,grab an apple and go sit at the table where Alaska is putting on Mom's lipstick and trying to eat cereal at the same time. Dan is reading the news paper. I take out my phone and go stalk Stiles' instagram. There's nothing new so I just look at the latest picture of him and Scott posing in front of a tree. I took that picture. I remember laughing about it for at least 2 minutes because they looked so stupid. "What did I tell you about using your phone while sitting at the table? YOU DON'T!" Dan yells and puts down his news paper. Alaska shakes her head beside him. "Sorry." I say and roll my eyes. I take one last look at the picture and put the phone in my hoodie pocket. "Now hurry up so I can drive you to school." Dan says and leaves the table. "And please go wake Will up. He's still sleeping!" He yells now from the lobby. I take my last bite of the apple and run upstairs to Will's bedroom.

I don't bother to knock so I just storm in. First thing I notice is the naked girl on top of Will,moaning. Ew,my brother is having sex. "Ew, what the fuck?" my voice surprises them and the girl screams and quickly gets off of Will, covering herself up with the sheets. "Omg Rose! GET OUT!" yells Will with a truly shocked expression. I run out of the room and close the door as fast as I can. "We are leaving! So get your as in the car!" I yell through the door and then run downstairs and out of the front door,grabbing my bag quickly. Dan is already waiting in the car. "Is he coming?" Dan asks as I fasten my seat belt. "He better be." I say and look out of the window to see Will running to the car, his brown curly hair is a mess and so is everything else about him. He stops a few meters away from the car and then turns around to the house again. He comes back with his backpack and shoes in his hands. I laugh at the sight. He opens the car door and comes inside, his breathing heavy and cheeks red.

"Rough morning?" I ask,trying to hold in my laughter. It doesn't work. He gives me a dirty look and punches my arm. I laugh harder. "You should go to bed a little earlier Will, so you wouldn't have to sleep as much in the mornings every day." Dan says as we leave the driveway. "Oh believe me,sleeping isn't what he does in the mornings." I say and Will punches me even harder this time. "Shut up!" He yells. "Are you masturbating?" Dan asks. Will's cheeks are burning red. I laugh again. "No!" Will yells. "It's okay, we all do it." Dan says. I look at Will and laugh even harder. I touch his shoulder and look him in the eyes,trying to be serious. "It's okay. We understand." I say and nod my head. He smells like perfume and alcohol. Will pushes my hand away and runs his hands through his hair. "Both of you, shut up."


It's 1 pm already and I haven't seen Stiles even once. I don't know if I'm relieved or disappointed. Probably both. He wasn't even at lunch. I'm walking the school hallways with Derek. He doesn't even go to this school but his school is really close to ours and he doesn't have any friends there so he comes here sometimes. He's telling me about the job interview he had last week. "It went well,except I don't know if I even want the job because it seems like the worst one out there. But I need the money." He sighs. "You could take the job and look for a new one at the same time, and when you find something you like, you'll leave the crappy one." I say. "Yeah, I'll do that. Maybe working in the worst restaurant in Beacon Hills won't be so bad anyways. Oh wait, it will." Derek says. "It'll be fine."

I tell him the story of me walking in on my brother having sex and the incredibly funny and awkward drive to school. That cheers him up and we end up laughing. Then we both suddenly stop when we see Stiles staring at us from his locker. I swallow. It's like time is going really slowly and the voices around us become silent. His eyes are glued to Derek. I turn to look at Derek, he's also staring at Stiles. This is not happening. I'm trying to figure out what to do when Scott jumps up on us from behind, it makes Derek come out of his trance and he fake smiles to Scott. "Hi Scott." Derek says. Scott hugs Derek and me and then looks at us again with those excited eyes he has whenever he's been with Allison. "Well hello Derek and Rose! How was your weekend?" "It was fine." We both say in unison. Scott looks at us weirdly. Then his eyes land on Stiles,who is still standing at his locker, staring at us. "Oooh." He says, as if realizing something. He looks at Derek and says, "Can you show me where the bathroom is?" Derek looks confused. "This is your school, Scott?" "Yes it is, but I forgot. Show me where the bathroom is." Scott is doing this weird thing with his eyes. I look at Stiles again and then at Derek. Ooh, Scott's trying to get Derek away from here. That's a good idea. "Yeah Derek, go show him." I say to Derek. He nods, still confused but leaves with Scott anyways.

I walk up to Stiles, he looks me in the eyes. "Why are you still friends with him?" he asks. "Because he's our friend. He would be all alone." I say. His expression sad, and a little angry. "It's awkward. That, was awkward. I don't want to see him." Stiles says and slams his locker door shut. "I know that it was awkward, but you can't tell us that we can't be friends with him." "I didn't say that, I asked why." He's looking at me intensely. "And I said why." He shakes his head and slams his fit into the locker. People turn to look at us. "Whatever, be friends with him. But tell him to get the hell out of this school!" He yells at me and I back away a little. There's real anger in his eyes. What the hell happened between them? Stiles starts to walk away. "Stiles!" I try to catch up but he's walking really fast. "Stiles, what's wrong?" I half yell. He suddenly stops and turns around really fast. He looks like he's about to say something but then doesn't. He turns around and continues to walk away. I catch up to him again. "Stiles, tell me." "Leave me alone." He growls. Fine. I quit following him. I run my hands through my hair and let out a frustrated scream. I turn around and at least five people are looking at me. "WHAT?" I yell and walk away.



// I won't be writing this story anymore, at least for now. Because I just don't feel like it and this whole story is kind of a mess for me. It was one of my first fanfictions so it's not the best. I have a feeling that I'll be writing another, when I get better at it. So look forward to that. Hope you liked this story and I'm sorry that I won't be writing more of it. But who knows, maybe someday I will.

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