jealousy or something like it

mornings take courage

Shizuo woke up to a quiet moan coming from the bed, he sat up slightly back slumped tiredly he took in izaya's still sleeping face his eyes went to his hand that was holding the smaller man's he felt his heart pound hard in his chest as he took in how perfect the pale hand fit against his, somewhere he wasn't sure where but somewhere he'd heard your soul mate's hand was suppose to fit with like a puzzle piece with your own.
Shizuo felt his face heat up and he quickly pulled his hand away lighting a cigarette and allowing himself to absorb izayas peaceful sleeping face, his skin looked so smooth and perfect when he wasn't wearing a shit eating grin
"Wake up soon orihara" Shizuo whispered standing and heading into the kitchen where he heated up some rice and fish he grabbed his phone sighing at what he was about to do he dialed quickly the line picked up after two rings
"Shizuo whats up?"
"I think I'm sick"
"That's fine take some time off the jobs can wait till tomorrow" he could hear the concern in his bosses voice "do you need me to stop over?"
"Nah I'll be fine just ate some thing bad, don't worry"
"Alright well take care of yourself"
Shizuo hung up letting his head hit the table an ill feeling settling in his stomach as though his body were trying to keep him from lying
"I need to kill someone" Shizuo let his eyes travell to the open door where izaya was sleeping peacefully.
He quickly called shinra
"Did he rip the stitched?"
"No, I need information"
Shinra sighed over the line
"What about?"
"Who hurt the flea"
"Look there's at least a hundred people who would want to hurt him but I honestly don't know who actually got the jump on him"
Shizuo growled and hung up glaring at the phone in his hand as though it was its fault, his grumbles and glaring was interrupted by another moan this one was a but louder Shizuo threw his phone on the end table and headed into the room he was greeted by the sight of izaya still laying in bed eyes open sleepily Shizuo sat on the edge of the bed izayas eyes free large and he looked slightly paniced
"Hey easy, your at my house you actually got the crap beat out of you or stabbed out of you" Shizuo said as though he were trying to soothe an injured animal
Izaya sat up gasping and holding onto his side staring at the blonde
"Sh-Shizuo Chan"
Shizuo moved a bit closer hand reaching out to izayas he left half an inch but no more between them
"Its okay, you'll be fine shinra said to limit your movements and you'll be back to terrorizing everyone soon enough"
Izaya nodded eyes still filling with tears he looked at Shizuo taking him in for a minute before he lept onto the man grabbing at his vest and hiding his head in shizuos chest
The blondes eyes went wide with suprise he say there for a moment before he let his and a wrap around the enemy in a surprisingly gentle hug
"Why didn't Shizuo kill me?"
"I'm not a monster I wouldn't kill a defenceless flea" Shizuo ran his hand through izayas dark hair in a soothing way izaya snuggled against him closer.
"Izaya who hurt you?" Shizuo questioned The dark haired man tenses against him
"It was uh, it was a gang of guys I couldn't get away there were to many of them and I couldn't even escape they were diferent then most gangs they knew what they were doing, they were run by this women she uh.. She wanted them to do things to me but they said I was shizuos bitch and if they defiled me you'd kill them" izaya snorted wetly "I guess they don't really know us at all huh?" Shizuo tightened his grip and laid down taking izaya down onto his chest
"Quiet flea, go to sleep so you'll get better"
Izaya nodded and closed his eyes hiding in shizuos chest further