Stay mine [leondre devries]

salt tears

Y/ns pov.

"Leo time for little Jayden to have a cheek up," I say waking him up.

"Ok, ok," he says getting up and walking to the shower.

I'm already ready so I patiently wait until he comes out all dressed up.

We call a cab to the doctors.

Once we get to the doctors I get really excited to see the x-Ray of little jayden.

"MRS Y/N Y/L/N" a nurse yells out and I grab onto Leo and walk into the room we're directed to.

"Hello Miss y/L/n" the doctor says.

"Hey," I say.

"Just lay down here," the doctor says and I do what she says.

She rolls a gel around my tummy then another thing like a metal detector hovers over my tummy then suddenly junior Jayden's on the screen.

I squeeze leos hand.

"OH NO!" The doctor screams.

"WHAT IS IT?" I say panicking.

Suddenly nurses rush in looking at the screen.

"Have they lost there child?" One asks.

Suddenly my world drops.

Tears pour down my face.

And I just feel like I just need to stop.

Stop life.

I'm numb from my toes to my forehead.

I don't speak.

But I hear as the doctor whispers the news to Leo and I.

I look to Leo he's fallen onto the ground crying.

I look next to my bed and see a tissue box I throw it at the screen where my alive kid should be.

"I know this is bad news but this equipment is expensive," she says picking the tissue box up.

I grab leos hand then storm out of the hospital then fall onto the path outside of it.

Never have I ever felt like this.

Never have I felt so broken.

So lost.

So dead inside.

YEAH OF COURSE U DUMB SHIT THERES IS A DEAD KID INSIDE OF YOU.

I can't even look at Leo.

I hold myself so tight that my nails leave marks into my skin.

Leo looks down at me from his lost, empty face and sits next and hugs me rubbing my arms but he looks so fade so lost so dead.

Suddenly not even leos dimples can make me smile.