the bite

the bite 7 forgiven, forgotten

an hour... i have been standing here waiting for an hour. dr martin came down stairs and was suprised when she saw me.

"i thought eric was taking you out to lunch?" she came closer and i looked away.

"i wasnt hungry anyways." i moved past her. she tried to grab my arm but i pulled away going upstairs.

i didnt know this feeling... i felt rejected. he stood me up. i quickly wiped the tears from my face and looked down when people passed me.

i quickly ran to the room the wolf had taken to me before. i kicked off the shoes and climbing into the big bed.

i hugged the pillow and began crying. i dont remember ever being this emotional but something about eric made it hurt more.

a knock at the door interupted my crying. i was going to ignore it but the knocking was continuing on. i rubbed my red face and sniffed trying to look normal.

i opened up the door and a girl i didnt know stood there, "the alpha requested you to his office." i stepped out sniffing and followed her to his office.

when she dropped me off i could see a faint smile. i was about to knock on the door when there was moans. my hand froze and inch from the door.

"oh Eric! " a girl moaned aloud.

my hand clenched and i pulled it back to my chest. he stood me up so he could fuck some slut and now he was rubbing it in my face.

i just turned around going to the room to get my shoes. i dont even know why im still here. i dont want to be here, people dont want me here. i should leave.

i pulled on the shoes and was about to leave when i saw the night stand. there may be keys in there. i opened the door and felt content seeing keys. i grabbed them, holding mittens and just walked calmly down stairs.

i got outside and walked to the garage. i pressed a button on the keys and it opened and showed a black car. i didnt hesitate to open the door and turn the car on.

i backed out and turned the car and drove. i hit the gas flying out of there, i didnt want to be there and for some reason it hurt me to think he did that to me.

i saw he had a gps type thing and typed in the hospital i went to and saw dr martin. it was an hour drive.

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i parked his car next to my car and parked putting the keys in the glove box. i had a netural face as i got in my car and drove home.

i lived in an apartment in one of thoughs tall apartment buildings, i should call into work and apologize for not coming to work... i will do it tomorrow i dont feel like it right now.

i was glad i had left my phone in my car but sadly i left my keys somewhere so i had to get a spare from management.

i put mittens down and grabbed a granola bar from the cabinet and climbed into bed. i hugged my favortie teddy to my chest hold back the wave of emotions.

i thought he wanted to go to lunch with me? i had even hoped he would like me, some part of me was starting to like him because he was trying, but i guess he really didnt like me.