Forever The Same.....

VOICES WITHOUT HER ARE JUST AS SILENCE

CHAPTER 3

VOICES WITHOUT HER ARE JUST AS SILENCE...

Why does it happen in all love stories that you start missing the other person when he or she is just not there for you??...My friends called it a side-effect of one-sided love...but I feel it a side-effect that you can't bear, when its for days......I am too indebted to her for that side-effect...and it will be forever the same

Life is changed, I am changed ....but now its time to imagine life without her.....she is going for 30 odd days....truly speaking it felt worse....those thirty days were same as present as now but there was still small  hope blazing out of me... But life for those thirty days was going to be all same and lame...and its quite the same now also.....Some choices in this world not in control of us especially humans we just cant help some emotions like love.....The most powerful of all and greatest of all...I have heard that a man changes in love but I always like to make a correction in that its not a man who changes its a man's world that changes...A mans world is really complicated and it doesn't remains forever the same

These lines are really not enough to tell the despair and loneliness that I felt.That silence without her was just deafening it was warning me that my life would not be forever the same without her...it took time and again, but I somehow managed to overcome it all and I am still doing that and perhaps I will be doing it forever the same ...

Finally an end, I saw her once again....She looks more beautiful now...was that my really or was it because of the side-effect that i could't bear.She again spoke to me, my affection for her has reached to clouds ....I think I'll not be able to bear that loneliness again....I always knew that it wouldn't be possible between the two of us and probably everyone knew that...I forcibly tried to convince myself a many times to get over it like a dream but I never could and never will....I think I will never be able to wake from that beautiful dream that i have been having from since two years....

I beleive if wishes were horses then I could also ride there would not be any boundation for me to her its just dreams are really not able to tell what ones feels, its just an integral part of ones love that happens at any moment of the day especially when you are in "Love"....My wish to ride a horse would only be with her ........

I know that there are many Infinities but love has a greater infinity of emotions than numbers it just can go to any extent...a theorem that matters in this infinity is just affection......