Dixon Charm II

Chapter Three - Role Model

(I don't know where tf this is goin and I haven't watched much of season 5 so I'm doing my own story now so...yeah)
-Lucy's P.O.V-
It's been...a very- depressing and stressful two months, uhm.

Beth's dead...and everything's gone to shit, Daryl's messed up about Beth and Maggie as well. The kids are sad that Beth's not with us, we lost Bob Sasha's messed up about that. I lost Matt and dad left, i just want to disappear. I feel my heart, and it's gone.

We've been on the road to god knows where, Rick just keeps pushing us forward and we follow. I just want to curl up and cry and disappear from thin air, but I must stay strong for the twins. Right now I wish we could be in the normal world and everything could be fine.

I look ahead of us, onto the foggy clear road. Seeing everyone dragging their feet as Ross is asleep on Daryl's shoulder and Ryder is on my hip as he quietly cries into my shoulder.

I kiss his head and try to shush him and tell him it'll be okay, but who am I tell him that? This world has gone to hell and theirs nothing we can do.

That guy with the mullet, turned out to be a liar. He doesn't know how to save us, so we're basically screwed still.

The group comes to a stop making my head jerk up and see everyone resting, I sit down on the road as does everyone else as we rest, I hold Ryder close as he soon falls asleep in my arms. My feet feel like I'm stepping on glass and my back hurts like hell, just great. Not.

I look around to see Daryl holding onto Ross tightly as he lets a few tears fall, I look away and hand Ryder to Rick, "I'll be right back.." I say quietly, Rick nods and I quickly run off a good distance to where nobody can see me or hear me,

I fall to my knees and clutch my stomach as I let my sobs out, I hit the ground and rock back in forth as I continue to cry my pain away.

I stand up and stumble as I lean against a tree, feeling my body giving up. "I just want Matt back..." I whisper as I slide down the tree curling into a ball, I hear a snap of a branch making me jump up quickly.

I look around to see Maggie, "are you okay?" She ask quietly, "no...everything's gone so wrong.." I sob as I wipe my eyes, "I know..we've both lost family." She says as she pulls me into a hug, we both let out our sobs as we cling to each other.

We've both lost family...