Son of Lucifer

10// Leaving

It's been a month and Niall is meeting Zayn today and to say he sounded happy on the phone was a lie; something about his tone hinted that Zayn was uncomfortable and not really telling Niall something, he just didn't know.

So thats why Niall's sitting on his couch waiting for Zayn to call him so they can meet--hopefully it isn't as bad as he think it is.

Niall quickly got up when he heard a faint knocking at his door while he channel suffered. Niall unlocked the door and moved over to the side as he longingly kept his gaze on Zayn. He looks extremely uncomfortable and antsy. Zayn looked up at Niall with sad eyes and he pulled him into a tight hug as Niall shut the door with my foot.

"What's wrong?" Niall whispered as Zayn only hugged him tighter. Niall's chest tightened as he felt Zayn's shoulders shake and wetness hit his shoulder.

"I-Im sorry." Zayn whispered back as he tried to get out of Niall's grasp. Niall loosened his grasp on Zayn let go and walked over to the couch, wrapping his arms around himself as he continued to cry. Niall's heart broke as forced Zayn to let him hold him.

"What happened Zayn, come on, talk to me." I pleaded as I rubbed his back. "please baby."

"I-I can't, they don't want us together." Zayn said as he continued to cry harder into his hands. Niall didn't understand who they are and why should they fucking care.

"You know I care about you but I can't help you if you don't tell me what happened Zayn." Niall said getting frustrated too fast, why he doesn't know, but he hates it when the people he loves are hurting and not telling them.

"I told you I can't tell you!" Zayn said loudly wiping the fat tears off his cheeks.

"You're my boyfriend and you're here crying and you won't tell me what happened, that's bullshit Zayn." Niall spat letting his frustration come through giving Zayn a hard shove.

"Harry doesn't want me with you because he knows you'll hurt me and my dad just knows that I won't benefit from this relationship." Niall frowned at the mention of Harry's name, sure he couldn't give less than a shit about his dad but Harry? He's one of his closest friends why wouldn't he-- Niall groaned as Zayn continued to cry and mumble.

"They just don't get it, I-I don't want to be like them, I just want to have a normal life and be with you and-"

"Then why do you care what they say about us, you're twenty three for crying out loud Zayn, you can choose what relationship you want with and who you want!" Zayn could see the frustration in Niall's eyes as he looked at him

"It's not that easy." He whispered and sighed.

"Yes it is just telling them to back off Zayn--."

"I can't just do that Niall, not to my dad especially when he favorites Harry! He only listens and cares about him, it's always been Harry, Harry, Harry, never me, I can't talk back to him and tell him shit, especially if he doesn't want to hear it!" He shouted but instantly regretted it as he curled up into himself.

"I'm sorry." He whispered to himself as Niall reached towards him and kept him in his arms.

"They say that I shouldn't trust you and that all you'll do is hurt me, but I told them that you wouldn't, someone that you love won't hurt and you won't hurt them." He said as he hiccupped. Niall kept him in his arms as he kept quiet. Why would Harry say shit like that, he knows his brother and he knows Niall, he knows Niall doesn't hurt people he cares about. 

"Don't let th--"

"I love you Niall, I don't care what they say I just don't want to leave you or want you to get hurt. I love you too much for you to get hurt while in this fucking relationship." Niall felt his breath get stuck in his throat as he kept whispering I love you's into Zayn's chest as he started crying again.

He loves me.

Niall was scared of this moment but with Zayn, he just feel so comfortable, he can't help but not love him.

"Please tell me you love me, i- that's all i want baby I just want to be loved and accepted by you." Niall lifted his chin up and kissed him hard as Zayn whimpered into the kiss pushing his fingers into Niall's hair.

"I love you too Zayn, I always will." Niall whispered as he nodded kissing Niall harder as he got into his lap.

"Please." Zayn said between the heated kisses, Niall pulled away and attached his lips to Zayn's jaw and neck making him moan softly.

"S-show me that you love me."

"Okay."

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Niall woke up in a cold bed wrapped up in his own bedsheets. Sitting up, he turned on the light and looked down at his night stand and noticed a piece of paper with his name on the front behind his inhaler, something he hasn't used in so long.

"Zayn?" Niall called out and got out of bed; he slipped some sweats on and looked around the small apartment. He  went back into his room and picked up the note and read it.

Niall,

By the time you're reading this, either you will understand with time or you'll want to murder me and I don't blame you. Basically, I've hidden my true self from you and it hurts me because I know that you'll hate me forever for this. But to tell you the truth, I'm the the son of Lucifer, both me and Harry are. I never meant to cause you any pain or lie to you, but it isn't easy telling people that your father is the devil and expect them to still love you.

I know you're thinking, this has to be a fucking joke, but it isn't. I'm so stupid for letting this get so far but I just can't stand up to you and just let you go in person, you know? I just want to say that I'll be gone and I just want you to know that this isn't your fault. I left because I don't want to hurt you more than I already did. I just want you to know that I love you and that I'll never forget you. You were the best thing that's ever happened to me, I promise that I'll never forget you.

I'm leaving and not coming back because I don't want Harry coming after you if we end on a bad note and if we're being honest here, you need someone better than me. I know you'll find someone better, someone like you. You deserve to be happy and get to live a long happy life. You go out find someone who'll give you everything I never could and give you happiness that'll last forever.

Please don't look for me, Harry or Louis. I want you to stay safe and no one knows where I went. Just promise me you'll move on and find your happiness.

I love you.

Yours forever, Zayn.