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                        I woke up abrutly from bed at the sound of my alarm clock going off.  i gave myself a minute to wake up before climbing out of bed and walking to the bathroom.

                           Today was the day i would show the world the new me. Im not going to let anyone walk all over me anymore. When im done with today people wont want to mess with me anymore, but most importantly Ash wont be able to touch me. Im going to make him want me, crave my touch. He'll think twice before picking some slut over me. He'll want the whole school to know about US if we ever did get together instead of hiding it. as if i would let there be an US i have more respect for myself than that.

                           I striped and turned on the shower. I walked into the warm shower, the steam fogging up the glass door to my huge shower. when i say huge i mean HUGE you could fit about five people in here and it still wouldnt be crouded. i cleaned myself in about 10 minutes and got out of the shower, i dried off and blow dried my hair making it fluffy light and messy in all the right places. i got dressed in my EXTREMELY tight ripped skinny jeans, a black t-shirt, combat boots and of corse a leather jacket. i looked in the mirror and grinned. im not gonna lie i look Hot. i checked out my ass in the mirror. if this doesnt have him crawling on his knees. hes probably blind.

                         I walked out of the bathroom and downstairs to greet my mother. she looked me over with a slight smile on her face "you look good" i nodded and flipped my hair out of my face. She squeeled loudly "oh do that again that was so cute!" i looked at my mom with a weirded out expression and she calmed down a bit. "im sorry" she said "your hair looks good like that, you know without you frying it with that straightener" i rolled my eyes and grabbed and apple off the table and took a bite out of it. "by the way, you look pretty bad ass" she giggled. god my mom is such a girl. and people wonder why im gay.

                       I looked at the time and then back at my mom. "i gotta go ma" i hugged her quickly and she smiled "have a good day at school sweety" she said grinning "whatever bye mom" I said as i grabbed my keys for my car off of the table, she just grinned.

                        I walked into the garage and got into my car. i grabbed my Asking Alexandria CD off of the dash and popped it in. I turned the sound up really loud before pulling out of the garage

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                         I stood there in front of the double doors with my hand on the hand. i took a deep breath and opened the door. i walked in with comfidents. i had an expression that said 'dont fuckin touch me', everyone is staring. when i say everyone i mean EVERYONE, i saw a few chearleaders checking out my ass in these skinny jeans, a few jocks were garing at me.

                         i walked up to my locker to find Ash leaning up against it talking to his friends. This should be fun. i sighed and walked up to my locker casually and pushed him out the way, just touching him made my heart flutter, i meantally slaped myself 'NO! bad Alex you need to cut off your feelings for this douche'.

                          i saw out of the corner of my eye his shocked expression and i smirked a little to myself 'good job Alex'.  i put the combonation in on my lock, i got my things out of my locker and slammed it shut, i shoved through his firends with a proud epression on my face. i made sure to put a little extra jump in my step because i knew he was watching and most lickly checking out my ass.

                        i suddenly felt a little slap on my ass. i turned around to be met with a pair of blue eyes and blonde hair. 'what the fuck' i said to myself ad i stood in front of the most popular GIRL in school. and she just slapped my ass. she sent me a flirtatious wink as she walked away. she held her hand to reveal a phone gesture with her hands and mouthed a 'call me'. i gagged to myself.  a GIRL just fucking hit on me. 

                      I was distracted from my thoughts when i was shoved up against the locker by none other than Ash. he held me up by the collar of my shirt. i looked at him with an unamused expression. 

                    "you dont think you can disrespect me and my friends back there and get away with it, do you?" he spat at me

                        i used all my strength to shove him off "whatever Fag" i said and started to walk away

                       He grabbed my arm and slammed me up against the locker again. he got up really close to my face "what did you just call me?" he said anger clear on his face 

                        "can the faggot not hear?" i said

                     His face turned red with anger, he brought his hand back the punch me. but before he could do anything i kissed him. his eyes widened in shock, but then he closed his eyes and kissed back passionately his tongue trailed along my lip-

                 ~ ~ ~ ~  "Honey wake up *shake* sweetheart we're almost there.

                    i squented my eyes open slightly to be met with my mothers, and thats when it all came back to me. im on a plane. moving to america, from Ireland. im 14 years old. and all of that was a dream. A fucking dream where in that dream i was GAY, fucking GAY, im not gay right?, right, it was so real though. i blow my own mind sometimes.

                        I looked over at my mom "how long was i asleep?" i said an irish acent coating my every word "four hours" she said sweetly. i nodded and layed my head down on my plane seat, i spent the next 20 minutes thinking over my dream. why was i gay? and why did i like it? who was this 'Ash' person. this kind of scared me. 

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