Hush Little Baby

why?

" BECAUSE WERE DONE! " I screamed at the top of my lungs which made harry jump " sarah noo please!!!! let me explain!!" he spoke loudly " just leave me alone! " I screamed." WAIT!!!! ...... remember when you said that you would never leave me? " I stopped. I started to cry , it was true .. " you can stay ..... but just .... sleep in the other room please and leave me alone now ." I spoke . I began walking to my room. I lied down on my bed I wanted to cry but I couldn't be weak. I started to think why would he cheat on me? am I ugly? fat? do I eat to much? a bunch of ideas swirled in my head.

maybe if I eat less , people wouldn't think I'm fat , or ugly it'll fix everything! I decided not to eat. I quickly took a shower and changed into work clothes. I put on my shoes and walked out my bedroom door. I walked by harry sleeping on the couch , he looked cold. I stood there for who knows long before I put my stuff down and went over to harry. I grabbed a blanket and set it on him I sat beside him I looked at him and played with his curly brown hair. I leaned forward kissing his forehead before walking out.

3 years later

Me and Harry have been apart for two years , sometimes we talk and sometimes we watch movies together on the same couch. I miss when we would cuddle and I miss when he would play with my hair. its like being lonely again. he finally got a job and a car. his job is a cashier at food town but his boss gives him lots of money and I'm talking about 50 $ per hour . yeah so he got the money and bought a nice car. its parked right outside of the apartment. we still live in new York although I'm now 22 and he's 23. his friends come over alot. I think their names are niall , Liam , Louis , and Zayn I think. I stopped the not eating, I didn't eat for weeks and I got really sick went to rehab and now I'm back. I still work at the old bakery...... its never been the same since he cheated we would never cuddle nothing just watch a movie on opposite sides of the couch and we would eat in our rooms. I woke up on the couch and the movies still playing love actually. a romance. I looked over and saw harry awake crying to the movie I got up and he quickly wiped away his tears . " what's wrong harry? " I spoke he looked at me Nd went to his room. the next morning I woke up on the couch again. I heard Harry's door open I saw a girl and him walking out holding hands like we used to . his smile was like when he was with me , I could tell he loved this girl . ever since the break up I've been single and he's had multiple girlfriends. as I watched as he made her breakfast, she was on the counter, just like I was in the same spot to. harry gave her the plate and she set it down beside her she wrapped her legs around his waist and started kissing roughly. I heard moans . that's when I couldn't take it I stormed to my room and slammed the door. I heard a plate crash against the floor and the girl scream . I heard the front door slam than about 5 minutes later something was thrown at my door. I ignored it and cried again. oh how I wish I had Harry back.

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