A cruel world

Almost gone

5 months of being lost and alone doing whatever I want with no worries. Well I have to worry about walkers but that's not too much unless you come across a herd. I have been enjoying the bit where you don't have to follow any rules or expectations. The world going to shit might have been the best thing that ever happened to me well some bits of it. The worst part of it is having very limited food and water but their always has to be a down side to everything that happens weather it's good or bad and it fucking sucks.
Apparently the CDC has lot food and water and apparently it's very safe. It is like the place to be at the moment. I was walking to the CDC. It seemed like it was taking forever to get there but I manage to get there. When I finally got there it was almost dark and there were bodies absolutely everywhere. Like there was barley any gaps to carefully walk through. I wasn't even sure if half the walkers were even fully dead or still half dead. I manage to get to the front door without stepping on any of the walkers. But before I get to knock on the door I see a group running away from the building. I run after the and I try to catch up with the group but before I can catch up I get distracted because out of nowhere you just hear a BOOM!!! I turned around to see that the CDC just went up in flames. The I turned back around to see if I could find the group but before I knew it they were gone and once again I find myself lost and alone.
It has been two or three days since the CDC got destroyed. I am still alone and of cause like always I find myself running around again. But this time I am not sure why I was running or where I am running. I'm not even running from anything. But this time I didn't care I just wanted to get somewhere. Anywhere at all just as long as it's far away from walkers and everything else that will hurt me. Even though I want to die I am not quite sure I am ready to go just yet.
I was thinking of going back to Atlanta and seeing what supplies I could get from there. But I feel like I shouldn't cause me and my family struggled to get out of there last time. I think the whole population was in Atlanta I don't know but there were more than lot of walkers there and there will probably be a lot more there this time. I decide to not go to Atlanta just yet and wait a little bit to go maybe when I am not as exhausted and tired and when I actually have a plan if for if something goes wrong or something like that.
I am still running. I don't know why but I was running. Nothing behind me and nothing that can hurt me. All there was were me and the howling wind.
There is about an hour and a half till dark. I decide to stop running so much and set up somewhere where I can stay and be safe and so I can get some rest. Since the start of the end of the world I have never stop running. And I am tired of running that is all I ever do these days. Once I have finished making a camp safe enough for me to sleep I sit down to eat something and to have a bit of a drink. It is about 10 o'clock when I finally finish doing everything. I lay down to go to sleep.
I can't sleep. I haven't got much sleep since this whole end of the world thing started and although the days may seem like that go pretty slow the nights go even slower and when you don't sleep much it makes the nights go even slower than slower. Thing also gets pretty boring doing the same thing every day and every night and having nothing exciting to do. The most exciting thing I ever do is go on runs but that's about it.
Even though things were horrible in my old life I sort of miss some of it like my friends. Well the friend I had but he was a very good friend and I miss him. And I also miss actually having food to eat because I am starving.
It's like about 6:00 in the morning I decide to set up a proper camp so I would actually have somewhere half decent to stay for a while and I would hope fully have less chance of dying. I put wire around it I had weapons all around the camp. So then I had everything I could need. Well almost I still needed food and water but once I finish I will go on a run to get some food and water. About 4 hours later I finally finish setting up camp and for today I thought that I will just go and see how much I can find if I can even find any food and water and then later I will go on a bigger run later.
I didn't find much but I found enough for now well maybe at least a day or two and after all I am only feeding myself. So I don't have to worry about anyone else.
I have been alone for about 6 months and it's been about a month since the CDC blow up. I am getting ready to go back to Atlanta not knowing if I would make it out alive and not and not knowing if I do make it out alive will be fine but or if I would be badly injured or something like that. But I am going to go anyway. After all what is there to live for these days.
I get to Atlanta and slowly walking checking each corner just to make sure there isn't a herd just waiting there to jump out at me and eat me. I get around one corner and there was a massive herd. I slowly walk back running into one walker I kill it and I just suddenly got an idea. Walkers only really have three senses see, smell and hear. So I got the walker I killed and covered myself in its blood and guts. So that covered the smell now I just had to act like one of them and I can't make too much noise.
I go back up to the corner and I start to walk out in the open and to try and get past them with great difficulty and not a lot of speed. I smell horrible, I smell like the dead like I am a rotten corpse but I get I should put up with it cause it worked. And I should be happy that I have found a way to sort of avoid them at least for a while or until I absolutely can't stand the smell which I don't think that will happen.
I finally get to the first place I planned to go and the first place I planned to go is Atlanta police station. I get inside and go take as many guns and weapons as I can possibly carry. I think there were like 4 dozen guns in that bag and a few other weapons like a cross bow and knives and thing like that. It's really heavy but somehow I manage to carry it maybe with a bit of struggle but that was all fine and it didn't matter that much.
I pick the bag up to go and walk out the door but before I get to the door I hear rain. Then I walk to the door of the police station to see that it is defiantly raining and that the walker blood is going to wash off but I can't just stay here I have to go. I look around to make sure that there is no walkers coming and then I see a big herd of walkers coming my way. I have a choice I can either make a run for it and I might make it I might not or I can stay in here with the walkers having the chance to break the glass and get to me. I decide to make a run for it trying to save my life and I never thought it would come to this but I don't think I will make it out of Atlanta. But just then I see hope. I see an arrow fly past and a walker drops to the ground. Then I hear a few gun shots and lots of walkers fall down. But something happened I don't know what actually happened all I know is that I fall to the ground without any pain just like some of the walkers and the last thing I saw is a herd of walkers trying to eat me. I didn't even see the person who tried to save me. All I know is that after I saw the walkers everything went black and the room went from warm to really hot and then to absolutely ice cold.