My family and friends told me that they had my back
And I thought that it was true
Now my shadow's still behind me
But where on earth are they?The feeling of suffering and sadness
I am here as on a darkling pain
I fall down my knees
As I was forsakenIf you are quiet and imagine
You can hear the closing doors
The forgotten conversation
And footsteps on the floorsThey witnessed my destruction
They are left to wonder why
I saw nothing but darkness
Though the light shone in my eyesI do wonder as I suffer
Whether God does understand?
And if so, why he ignores me?
And fails to hold me in his handsWhy my God above?
Have you forsake me too?
I wonder why?
Would you do the same way too?I know, God has a purpose for all of it
That someday I can see the light
Still have trust to God and faith
For I know, he will never leave me aloneCan somebody grasp me as I cry
And hold my face gently, as he dry
both my eyes, And whisper the words
"You're too precious to cry"Stay and be my inspiration
Be with me as I was alone
And bring light in my life
As I am able to stand once more.