My family and friends told me that they had my back
And I thought that it was true
Now my shadow's still behind me
But where on earth are they?
The feeling of suffering and sadness
I am here as on a darkling pain
I fall down my knees
As I was forsaken
If you are quiet and imagine
You can hear the closing doors
The forgotten conversation
And footsteps on the floors
They witnessed my destruction
They are left to wonder why
I saw nothing but darkness
Though the light shone in my eyes
I do wonder as I suffer
Whether God does understand?
And if so, why he ignores me?
And fails to hold me in his hands
Why my God above?
Have you forsake me too?
I wonder why?
Would you do the same way too?
I know, God has a purpose for all of it
That someday I can see the light
Still have trust to God and faith
For I know, he will never leave me alone
Can somebody grasp me as I cry
And hold my face gently, as he dry
both my eyes, And whisper the words
"You're too precious to cry"
Stay and be my inspiration
Be with me as I was alone
And bring light in my life
As I am able to stand once more.
