Together, Now What?( Lesbian Story)

Broken into Pieces

Mei

I ran as fast as I could, she didn't deserve to see my tears. No, she was no longer worthy. I will be so cold towards her she will shiver. Tears continued streaking down my cheeks, by the time I got home I was out of breath and tears. I slowly walked up the steps and noticed mother was home making dinner. It was a rare sight but I welcomed it.

Mom was humming something to herself while cooking. The way she moved while she cooked reminded me of Yuzu and my chest tightened.

"Hi mother, I'm home." I said like I normally would.

"Hey sweetie. Is your sister with you?" she said cheerfully with a wide smile.

"No..she's out still" I said unable to say her name.

"Oh too bad. Dinner is almost ready. Go get changed and I'll fix you a plate." She walked over and kissed my forehead. It was still weird sometimes getting attention like that. Since my parents' divorce I still wasn't used to affection like that. In this moment, it was very comforting.

I shed my clothes replaying the scene over in my mind. The new student, Mami-san was all over Yuzu. I'm assuming her new girlfriend. She ever kissed her! Right there in plain sight! My blood boiled at the thought of both of them. At least she stopped dressing flashy. There were no consequences to be used against her now. I'm not one to play dirty... at least not usually.

"Ugh" I said out loud staring into the mirror. I looked at my solemn face. The bags under my eyes noticeable to anyone, I let her get to me..

....

After eating dinner I noticed she still wasn't home. Off gallivanting with her new girlfriend I assume.

Yuzu

I was so embarrassed and ashamed that Mei saw that. It hurt so bad. This pain in my chest, when will it subside? I walked Mami home and went to the local park to think. It wasn't something I did often, I needed time to myself. So much happened in a week's time. At least Mei would not have her name dirtied and she will still have a good review from Harumin's sister when she shows. I dreaded being home, but I couldn't stay at the park forever.

.....

Another few weeks passed. On the bright side everything worked out. Harumin's sister didn't even show. Something about a cancelation and would come another time. Knowing that, makes me wonder what would have happened if I didn't intervene with Mami about her dress code. She's not a bad girlfriend, but she isn't Mei. What makes it worse is that Mami wants to meet my mom. I can't really tell her no. She must think I'm a fool though, I know what she wants to do.

"Please, please Yuzu. Let me meet your mother!" Grabbing my arm and yanking it up and down. She was almost whining. At times like this she reminded me of Matsuri.

"Fine, fine. But no funny business in front of my mom. I mean it. I'm not ready to come out to her yet." I said firmly.

I knew this would be a bad idea from the start.

When I arrived home with Mami, Mei gave me a look cold as ever. It was the usual now. Each time it stung a little less. That didn't mean I was over her though. I don't know if I will ever be over her. Mami must have noticed my reaction and grabbed my hand. I wished she wouldn't it's only making it hurt more. I don't want to cause Mei any more pain.

At dinner, with the four of us, it was awkward. I had introduced Mami to my mother as a new friend from school. Yet she kept pushing herself on me causing me to blush. It wasn't something I enjoyed at all. I was unable to read Mei's expressionless face. Another face I have grown accustomed to since our break up. How my mom didn't sense something was going on, I'll never know.

My mom said something about going back to the office for a few hours. Mei stayed downstairs while we went to my bedroom. It was something Mami begged for.
"So this must be the bed where y'all had sex right?" She said getting close to me. Why did she have to be so cruel?

"N-no. We never had sex. Why do you keep bringing this kind of stuff up?" I said getting more upset. It only reminded me of our almost encounters. Now thinking back, I wished we did. Then I could have the memory at least.

"Stop thinking about your sister you pervert! Think of only me!" Mami started to get upset. If I pissed her off too much who knows what she would do.

"I'm not thinking about anything. I don't understand why you even want me. If I am so gross why bother?" I said stepping away from her.

"Oh, Yuzu I love you. You may be sick, but I'm twisted. We are meant for each other." She said with that devilish grin.

"What do you mean?" I said confused.
"You will figure it out." She closed the gap between us, knocking me back on the bed.

She didn't seem like it but she was stronger than I anticipated. Mami climbed on top of me and kissed me. I didn't want this. Her mouth tasted bitter. Maybe it was just my feeling for her, disgust. She kissed hard, nothing like Mei. Mei could be gentle or rough, when she kissed me it was magic. This.. I don't even know.

"Ah, nno- No. Stop. I don't want this." I said trying to push her off of me. She retrieved hand cuffs from somewhere and cuffed me to the bed.

"I think I've waited long enough. I'll make you forget about Mei. Now you will only think of me" She pushed against me hard. I struggled against her it was no use all my energy was gone. In the moment, I tried to think about anything but what was going on. Mami rubbed my breast under my shirt roughly. I cried out.

"Nnn" No words would come out. I just laid there and cried, waiting for it to be over. There was no point in screaming, I didn't want Mei to see this. She would never forgive me.

My eye closed tightly, and I felt her pull off my skirt and panties. She caressed my stomach and then moved her hand lower.

"NO, Please!" I begged. I yelled. I couldn't let her. Stop. Just Stop!

The door flung open. Mami stopped momentarily.

My vision blurred from the tears I shed.

I could barely make out who it was.

Mei.