Coffee Stained Band Tee

Wreck less

Wrecklessly abondoned

My bones on the ground.

I'm less crowded

I've found with my bones on the ground

Drink drink drink it up

Liquid in my cup

Cough syrup

Sickly

sickening

sick in the head

I've abandoned my structure

by way of destruction

It holds me together

I'm not better

Masochist i suppose

Just dispose of my bones

They'll be needing a home

Sad

sadly

saddest story

Rains still pouring

Eyes are scouring

The remains

Can't use their brains

Like it pains

Pains 

Pains you

To think

Sickest man

Finally dead

Poisoned the head

With dread

and it spread

Throughout his bones

So he made space

Make

Making

Making space

Deny me grace

Need more space

Choking

choke

choked on this

Bone wrecklessly abandoned

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!" She screams slapping my dampened face. " I'm sorry Naomi, I'll be there for what ever y-"

"BULLSHIT!" She Interrupts "DONT DO THIS TO ME, DONT LIE. VINCENT " she screams tears rapidly spill out of her eyes. "N-Naomi I'm sorry. I'll help you take care of it" I say walking towards her,only to have her take two steps back. "VINCE, DONT YOU UNDERSTAND! This isn't going to go away..I'm stuck like this" she falls to the ground. Her body abandoning her letting her crumble to the floor. "I said I'd take care of it Naomi what more do you want from me" I say becoming annoyed. "YOU CAN DIE" she screams "YOU WORTHLESS BASTARD!" She folds she screams echo throughout my apartment. " I don't need your help,your of no worth to me or my child" I step towards her fragile body "y-you don't mean that, y-your just upset" I rub her back "Next your going to tell me I'm lying about my pregnancy!" She looks at me with such hatred, I pull my hand away." No you misunderstood-" "No, Vince I don't think I did" she spits with such venom it burns " NO NAOMI YOU DONT, I WOULD DROP OUT OF COLLEDGE FOR YOU NAOMI DONT YOU DARE TELL ME IM NOT THERE FOR YOU !" I shout jumping to my feet "why did I think I could tell you, I just wanted my child to have a father...look like I was mistaken" she whispers pulling her self up off the ground with a new sense of dignity marching towards the door "B-but I love you Naomi" I whisper "fuck off Vince" she slams the door as I fall to the ground in a loud sob.

I shoot up from my bed pushing hair out of my sweaty face and light a cigarette. Ugh,I can't live like this I take a swig of my beer and check my phone. 2 texts from Katie ugh, won't leave me alone and 1missed call from my mom she's probably worried bout me again I chuckle taking anothe puff of my cigarette. "I'm so sorry Naomi" I whisper,letting a small tear fall down my face. "I wish I had done better"