I ran out of August house, my heart
was hurting. I miss Marshawn every fucking day! Why did God have to take him from me. He was the love of my life. I know he wants me to move on but I can't, I'm still in love with him. We have a child together. I cried so hard that I fell asleep in August drive way. (Morning time)
I woke up in a unfamiliar bed, my son was missing. That's when I noticed I was in Bitch ass August bed. I looked under the cover to see what I had on, only a T-shirt and panties. I got out his bed and got dressed. I walked down stairs to see him smoking weed with a thinking face. I guess I was looking to hard because he called me out.
It's not polite to stare- He said
Well I wasn't looking at your ugly rude ass- I said getting pissed
He put the blunt out really fast and walked over to me pinning my hands above my head, he had sorrow and anger in his eyes.
Look Timia I'm sorry about what I said last night ok? It was out my place to say it, u been rude to me the first day you got here! How the fuck did you expect me to act? Look I like you, I like your body, attitude, and the way you talk to me. Your a woman not a hoe and I didn't mean anything I said, well maybe calling you a bitch I did but other then that baby girl that shit wasn't true and ain't true, please forgive me for my actions- he pleaded
August was right, I did treat him like shit. I had envy for him. He was something I could be and I was jealous, truth is I like August to but I can't move on from my baby dad, I just can't, August begin to lean in for a kiss, I wanted to kiss him but I couldn't my baby dad wouldn't let it happen.
August I forgive you, and I take my job back, I apologize for being a bitch to you, you didn't have to hire me, and here I am treating you like shit, but when you talk about me and my son I'll fucking lose my sanity and kill you, thanks for everything I'll see you tomorrow- I cut the kiss off with my apology
If you didn't wanna kiss me I would have understood, but I accept your apology, and this disrespect shit want happen again ight?- He said
I nodded my head, gave him a hug good bye and left. Is it time for me yo move on? I thought out loud. I pushed all the things that happened to the back of my mimd, I can't believe I'm catching feelings for someone that's so rude and stuck up as fuck! Why me?, just then I felt a cold feel on my whole body, I shut my eyes and this voice came.
( Marshawn Voice)
Baby girl it's me- he said
No,no its not Marshawn your dead- I cried
Baby I know I'm dead, and I'm dead because the Lord called on me, I came to you to tell you that you need to move on, I know you still love me and I love you and always will, you have a part of me which is our son. Let that funny August character get a chance- He laughed
Marshawn I need you back here with me, baby I love you and only you please why did you leave me!- I yelled in anger
It's ok your angry Mini but god needed me, I watch over you and my son everyday, but look baby girl I have to go, just know if anything goes wrong with him or anything else I will be coming back giving you signs I love you Timia take care of yourself and our son- he kissed my cheek, and with that he left
(Marshawn Convo over)
I can't believe I seen him, he still looks amazing and beautiful, but i know he's right. I need to move on and maybe August is the one. Just maybe. I pulled out the driveway and made my way to get my son, after I talked to Derrick, I went home. My son was up all night, he finally went to sleep and I fell asleep. I know my mind is going to be on August
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Lucky Girl
RomanceThe Question is how can you love your boss? Timia was so envious of her charming handsome boss Mr.August Alsina himself. She came off as self made, don't need anybody. This novel is based on true love, in new opportunities will this young couple ta...
