Dil Teri Mohobbat Ka Maara (My heart is crazy in your love)

Part 5

  Riddhima was standing in front of his room...she was fighting with her feeling...she didn't know how she will face him...how she will stand by his side and sooth his pain...now daadi wasn't here so she has to take care of him...for the rest of her life...

riddhima knocked on the door and waited for five minutes...her heart was beating very fast...now she got panicked because armaan was still not opening the door...she knocked again...but the same response...now riddhima got scared...she really hoped that armaan was fine...she put the tray with the food on the floor and went down to get the spare keys...riddhima was getting very afraid....she just hoped that armaan was fine...she found the keys and run to his room and opened it..

it was dark inside the room...everything was pitch dark...she went to the lightener and turned on the light...she was shaken by the view which she saw...everything was shattered in the room......nothing was on its place...glass broken...table broken...chairs on the floor...the quilt on the floor...pillows shattered....his room looked like a real mess...but she couldn't see armaan anywhere....and that gave her cold feet...

R: armaan....

riddhima called out his name...but no response....she went inside the room and looked around...still petrified about his outburst......she knew that daadi was very close to him...and she won't ever be able to feel his pain which he was living right now......in front of his pain her pain was nothing....she really hoped that he was fine...she had promised it to daadi that she will take care of him...

R: armaan...please...tum kaha ho...please samne aao...please armaan...

still there was no response from Armaans side...riddhima went further and saw him at the other side of the bed...he was sitting on the floor...knees by his chest....he was looking blankly in front of him...riddhima was so shocked to see him in that state...

since the time armaan came back from the hospital he looked himself in the room...all the time just one thought was crossing his mind...

daadi ab nahi rahi...she wont come back every again...

this thought wasn't leaving his mind......he felt so alone...like there is no one in this world who will take care of him now...he knew that he is a grown up person...but who wants to grow up when they have a family...but now he don't have anyone...he didn't know when the anger took over him and he started to dismantle his room...he throw everything which came in his hand...everything was destroyed....everything...at the end he sat on the floor and looked in front of him......he didn't know what he was looking for...maybe just hoping that daadi would come back......but even he knew that daadi wont every come back again...he came out of his thought when someone put a hand on his shoulder...armaan looked up and saw riddhima sitting beside him...he looked at her blankly...

R: armaan me tumhe itni der se bula rahi hu...tum kaha khoe hue ho..

armaan turned back and didn't answer her...riddhima felt more pain at his behavior......she has no plan how she is going to bring him back...what if he build up a wall around him...then it would be next to impossible to bring him back...she won't let this happen...

R: ARMAANNNN

this time riddhima shook him a bit harshly...she went in front of him and sat there...she put her hands on his face and made him look into her eyes...

R: look at me armaan...kya ho gaya hai tumhe...please armaan...tum aisa kyu kar rahe ho? Daadi ko yeh sab deekh ke aacha nahi lag raha hoga...please armaan...samhalo apne aap ko...

armaan looked deep into her eyes...then he again looked at the floor...he didn't know what to say...it was just too much for him...everything was too much for him...riddhima got frustrated and lost her cool....