My First Love

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And I ain't never did this before, No - Wet Dreams
I'm no Virgin, let's just say that I got started early, it just happened but I'm just glad I didn't get a pregnancy scare or that would have been my ass. It really kilt me, just like it did Melanie Fiona but we in 2 different type of situations When he left me, but now that he's contacted me back it's just like BRUH!!! I mean I can go back to one of our exciting but sad memory feel me *Wink Wink* But anyways...
*Flashback*
"Babies time to get up for school mommy yelled in the hallway, breakfast will be ready in 10 minutes get dressed, I went in the bathroom took my shower and did my personal hygiene things, and quickly flat ironed my hair, then I thought to myself something is off Jermaine hasn't texted me my usual good morning, so I decided to call him only to get no answer along with a voice mail. Hmm maybe I'll see him at school, I thought to myself.

I went upstairs and sat at the kitchen table and my mom sat a plate down in front of me and I dug in b/c I be hungry. Mya did Jermaine tell you that they're moving to, North Carolina ? Mia asked.  Nah he didn't but how do you know? Yasmeen told me that they're leaving Sunday and I just shook my head and said "no I didn't know".

The rest of the day went on I didn't say anything to no one and the day was going by so slow plus he didn't even come to school.

After school ended I went straight home and thought he'll call me when he feels like it, but oh well, I've texted him enough for him not to respond so it's whatever.... Dang I'm hungry I thought to myself and mommy don't get off till 7 and Mia and Yasmeen are together so that means I'm left to text my darling, GiGi I mean she do stay like 5 minutes around the corner in her big fancy house, yeah that's what I'll do since I feel like bugging her so I'm going to call her, I dialed her number, "hello Gigi can you please come get me and I'm hungry I feel like spending time with my favorite Gigi " I said "yeah I guess but you only call me when you want something"... Oh lord here comes her lectures I assume... "Like you never come over and spend the night nor Mimi , like what kind of grandkids are you that's not right as a matter of fact you're spending the night grab your clothes I'll let you're mother know".

Oh my gosh this lady is something else. "Gi Mimi isn't here she's with Yasmeen" . Oh okay well I'll be there in 10 minutes bye she said and hung up. Truthfully I just wanted some food.

"What do you want to eat?" She said, I want Chick-Fil-A I said, Gigi I'm surprised to see you riding in the the truck today I said which was a Ford Expedition, yeah the BMW is in the shop and Christian wouldn't let me use his Tahoe nor would that bratty child of mines let me drive her 3 series (BMW) when she could have easy access to this right here because I like to ride in style. I just shook my head and chuckled to myself. This family just like to brag about there riches aswell, they boojie.

*At Gigi's*
After I had finished eating, I went to go lay down and tried to get some rest, and it's keeps pondering on me that Jermaine hasn't called or texted and on top of that he's moving, like why do I have to find out from someone else that ain't right, we tell each other everything but this wasn't something I was expecting. I decided to text my mommy b/c  I was bored.
Me: Wyd?
Mommy<3: pulling up to the house, why what's up, my mama getting on yo nerves already?
Me: nah, but yo stuck up family something else honey.
Mommy<3: Girl bye leave me alone, u is stupid , Ik my family... But y'all ain't here I'm bout to get drunk.
She something else.

So for the rest of the night, I just eventually watched tv and went downstairs and ate again, but they knew that something was off about me, like I didn't finish all my food or I barely spoke. So I just excused myself and went to bed.