I was on my way on letting myself fall.
Great I look back and found out I will die if I fall.
But when I was going to save my life and walk away,
You came and told me, I'll catch you jdon't be afraid of falling.
I was so numb when I believed you.
Yes you catch me, then lately you held me down.
I've been into pieces.
Like no one could fix me again.
Unless you try to chase the pavements.
Now you're back, on bended knees.
Asking sorry for everything.
I have nothing to say but to say sorry.
I can't believe you no more.
Once is enough. I will be wise this time.
I promised.
How can you do this? When I was trying to be strong you came to ruin everything. Everything, every little thing I spent just to move on. But still those sweet words of yours weaken me. It kills me every time I say no, everytime I reject you. I don't know when will I be ready again in loving you or may be others. I don't know and I blame you for all of this.
Now I'm afraid, too afraid of loving and facing the pain.
I don't know but only you can break my walls. How can you do that? I thought I was strong enough, I thought I have build enough guards for my heart to avoid all of this pains. Everytime you come back the love and pain just mix. I wanna cry and blame you for making me afraid of loving again. I'm afraid. Somebody help, save me. Save me, save me!
