Inevitable (louis tomlinson love story)

cheeting bastard

masrya p.o.v

i was dressing to go and finish my work . i'm a photographer the only Egyptian that been Candidate to that college , i had to go in time take some amazing photos and send them that's it.should be easy right?

my fiancee name is Joe i can't say that he is the most caring ,don't get me wrong i love him and all  . i mean i'm not that easy to deal with too . none of the people i knew said i was normal except  my two best friend Mariam and Jasmin i really wish they were here with me . i miss them so much , they were coming but the moment they knew that Joe is coming they said they had  alot of work . Mariam is a  young designer she is amazing though , she can get any taste to like her . Jessi is   an artist she has a great skills.draw .paint music alot of stuff ,  you can say that she is the trouble maker of our little group .we were  always like that , Jessi is the muscle i'm the brain and Mariam is the heart ... and the pubby dog eyes . now i know your question why don't they love joe ? OK so here's the deal we got incage really fast he didn't take my answer. just went to  my mother which thought i'm deeply in love with him so she agreed .and i couldn't do anything  ,after all that's the traditions and the girls think he's playing with me cause he think am hard to get and he will throw me after  . my thought were interrupted by Joe who entered my hotel room and asked if i was going now . yes we're not in the same room even he's my fiancee i didn't accept to sleep in the same room with him .ugh i forgot that he asked me a question so i just said yes and said i might take a few hours . it was one pm by now and he knows i might be late cause my photo shoot that i'm doing with god know who is starting at 1 ;30 but he didn't even offer me a ride . i kissed him on the cheeks said my good bye and i'll call you and left .

i went down the hotel and asked for a cap which arrive fast i gave him the paper of the address and he drove and after 30 minutes i was there i opened the bag that has my camera on it .it should have my id card , "crap" i mumbled to myself when i discovered that i left ıd card and my passage paper on Joe's room so i left quickly and took a taxi and headed to the hotel . i took the left and went to Joe's room. i quickly opened the door and _oh my god i can't believe what's happening he's fucking with a slut on the bed .naked both of them ,my jaw on the floor and my eyes start to sweat wait that's not sweat it's fucking tears ; i grape my bag which have the paper that i needed and ran out  i can hear him running after me but i know he can't go any farther because he only have his boxer i took the left and head it down try to remove my tears . good thing i don't wear any makeup .it just that i don't like that barbie face and if i'm ugly the makeup won't make me any better . and suddenly questions flew into my mind . why did he do that? how long has he cheated on me ? is it possible he did it because i'm ugly or because i didn't want to sleep with him or what ? my thought were interrupt by the left door open and i went out i saw Joe running the stars (with his boxer ) every one staring at him and i just left the hotel and then i turned my head to see him trying to cross the people which were taking photos of him i walked for two hours i don't know where i just walked . i never cried that much since my father death . i also sat on some beach and turned myself into a ball and start crying heavily and it was 5 pm now i remember in movies people go and drink to forget bad things . right?" i saw a night club and i entered without thinking a second heading to the bar . it was big place but also full of  drunk people and everyone dancing  and of course i felt like a slut  fountaın explore in the place. i just tried to go to the bar when i felt some one thinking of touching me i can feel it i know these dirty minds when he extend is hand to my hips i turn back wrap his hand and twisted it like  a peace of cloth and he sat on hıs knee ın paın so ı pour my anger on him " you all jerks never Committed on one girl always hurt her heart and cheat on her even thought she is so nice to you even thought you know that she loves you what did she do ha ? what ? you jerk " i shout but all in Arabic so it was useless cause he probably didn't understand any thing but come on i think the massage was clear right  .? i left his arm and continue my way to the bar . i set and decided  to take a drink  a special drink which makes me  feel better . a mango drink.

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