Abused (1D FanFic)

Austin

I wake up in my neon green fuzzy pants and my gray spaghetti strap tank. I get up and walk over to my phone.

*1 new message*

I look to see who it is and it's my boyfriend Dallas. I'll be honest, I don't like Dallas as more than a friend but I'm afraid that if I break up with him he'll leave me. I look at the message:

Good morning beautiful(: xx

That is his usual morning greeting. I reply with:

Morning handsome(:

He's always loved that. *Buzz* Wow. He never replies that fast. The name isn't his... it says Austin. Alright so I haven't told you about Austin. He is my ex-boyfriend. He has jet black, wild hair that sticks out from under his snapback that he always wears, he has a fit body, big brown eyes, and an amazing smile. He's cute. Any girl would fall for him. I did and that was a BIG mistake.

*FLASHBACK*

"JESSIE!!! GET YOUR ASS IN HERE NOW!!" I heard Austin yell from in the kitchen. Crap what did I do? I thought to myself. I got off my bed and jogged downstairs, expecting the worst.

"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS MESS?!?!?" I looked around the kitchen and saw a few plates scattered on the counter.

"I-I don't kn-know...?" I stuttered out, not meaning to make it sound like a question.

"YOU THINK I DID THIS?!" He screeched.

"N-no." I saw his hand fly and it hit my jaw. I fell to the ground and I bit my tongue, hard. Blood started to drip from my mouth. He got down to my eye level.

"Now. You are going to clean this mess up right now. Understand?" He said. I nodded my head quickly. Too quickly. I felt another strong hand hit my jaw. "Don't rush me along you little bitch. Now get this mess cleaned up."

*FLASHBACK OVER*

I shiver at the memory. He was so nice at first but he put me into my depression. That's when I started cutting. The depression worsened my memory. I don't know why, I just broke down. *Buzz* Goes my impatient phone again. I pick it up to see what he said.

Hey baby haven't seen you in a while. Maybe we should get together tonight ;)

Ugh! That boy! All he wants is me in bed. He used to sexually abuse me too.

*FLASHBACK*

"So what do you want to do tonight baby?" Austin asked, putting his hand on my leg, a bit too close to my sensitive area...

"We could watch a movie." I suggested. But I knew what he wanted and I knew I couldn't do anything to stop him. Then he picked me up and carried me to his room. He flopped me down on his bed and slipped his shirt off, showing his perfect form.

"No, please..." I whispered.

"Come on baby, you know you want me." He crashes his lips against me and traces my bottom lip with his tongue, asking for entrance. I reluctantly let his tongue slip into my mouth. He searches for a little while, then pulls my shirt off in one quick motion, not breaking the kiss. He then slips his hands to my waist unbuttoning my jeans then pulling them down, leaving me in my bra and underwear. Still passionately kissing me he traces his fingers up my back, finding my clasp. He unhooks my bra and chucks it to the side. He finally breaks the kiss and looks down at my breasts. He takes them in his hands and massages them. Then he starts nipping and sucking one of my nipples. I let out an uncontrollable moan. He stops and moves his hand into my underwear.

"No...." He only chuckles and puts his finger into my underwear, tracing my folds making me shiver. Without warning, he pushes two fingers inside me and I groan loudly. He starts pumping in and out making my body shiver. I groan and he takes his fingers out and puts them in his mouth.

"Mmm baby you taste good." He then gets up and unbuttons his trousers. I can see his hardness through his underwear and I get scared when I realize how big it is. He pulls his underwear off and his erection slaps on his stomach.

"Like what you see?" He asks with a smirk. Then he gets into bed and pulls my underwear off. He puts his knees on the inside of mine, making my legs spread. "You're so beautiful." His head disappears between my legs. He starts teasing me by licking my clit with his tongue. I groan and with that he plunges his tongue inside me. I yell out of unwanted desire. Then the sensation stops and he sits up looks me in the eye, winks, and plunges his erection hard and fast into me. I yelp out of pain because this is the first time I've ever had sex. He doesn't even let me adjust to his size. He grinds his hips into mine and he pumps, FAST. He throws his head back and groans. I scream in pain and start crying. He goes even harder hitting my g-spot.

"I'm gonna cum!!!!" He yells. I feel his liquid inside of me and he pulls out.

*FLASHBACK ENDED*

I shake the memory away and look back at the text. I reply with:

Hell no! I wouldn't have you in my bed if I were a hotel!!

That's ok I guess... I get out of bed and go take a warm shower.

~~~~~Notes~~~~~

•Hey guys what do you think?

•Yes yes I know it's dirty but it had to be in there.

•I hope you like it!!!