Chapter 2
"So basically were off to Hongkong first and then to Indonesia and then what?" Lea asked once again. I swear she is incredibly stupid. We are on the plane right now and off to Hongkong. All are set, the hotel, the place we're visiting whatsoever. Okay Alex, are you actually doing this. Yeah you do.
"Thailand," gill said with clear irritation on her voice.
Daniel sat beside me and got the window seat while Gill is stucked with Lea throughout the flight. I feel bad for her.
RIP Gillian
"Im so so sorry about Lea I-"
"Daniel just shut up, it's alright, it's not you fault,"
"i cant wait to meet Aurora. I want to touch her blonde hair oh gosh i cant breathe," he said sounding like a girl.
Daniel has a good obsession with blondes i dont know why but he does.
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We just landed and i cant feel my butt anymore.
"Oh gosh the weather," said Gill as the hot sunny breeze hits our skin.
"I know," i responded with a smile.
We then called a taxi who unfortunately can't understand english so we have to pronounce the hotel's name in syllables.
We surprisingly arrived at the hotel and went to our room in 9th floor. It stopped right on the 3rd floor as 3 foreign guys stepped on the elevator. The shortest guy with brown hair was sobbing while the guy with long curly hair was patting his back trying to comfort him as well as the blonde one.
Surprisingly, i was only focused with the guy who has long curly hair. He is super tall.
I made eye contact with Gill who is staring as him too with great admiration. Her eyes is like telling the guy that be's gorgeous and to marry her.
"I-i dont understand. I- she just left me and threw our 7 years away for just a stupid modelling of hers!" The guy with brown hair cried.
I feel you bro but yours is worse
As we stepped on our hotel room, which has 3 bedrooms since it was supposed to be only the three of us but Leah came along. Daniel let Lea took his first room so he's sleeping on the couch.
I sighed staring at the ceiling with tears flowing in my eyes.
Im miserable. It doesnt show but i am.
Im dying
I may look like the girl who is bubble slash jolly. Like, i dont have any problems with my life. I am always that golden child they call. But i dont want to be that child.
Im suicidal. Nobody but Gillian knows.
Flashback
God help me. I dont want to live anymore. Please take me. I am bawling my eyes out inside the bathroom with bloody wrists sitting on the cold bathroom floor. I am loosing my mind as well as my life.
I am ready to pass out but then Gillian's voice echoed on my room. I heard her gasp when she saw me. "ALEX!"
I put my pointing finger up to my lip "Dont tell mum," then i passed out.
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I stopped cutting since then. But utter pain still lives inside me. I ran outside of the door and took the stairs to the rooftop which is 24 storeys high. I locked the door and slowly walked towards the edge of the building. I removed my shoes and the jacket who's sleeves are still tied up on my waist.
My jean shorts and brown tank top remained. My black dull hair is tangled and being blown by the wind.
I want to die.
That is all i know
I stepped my bare feet on the very edge of the cold building. My tears are still free flowing.
Goodbye mum. I wont be your problem anymore.
Dear God, help me. I am sorr-
"Stop!" I gasped and turned my head around to see that curly haired guy a while ago.
He looks taken aback from what he's witnessing. He took a step forward as i spoke "Dont come near me! Ill jump!" I cried.
"Im serious," i added as he stayed silent. I watched his movements as he sat on the stool he's been sitting a while ago which i am too distracted to notice.
"No you wont," he said as he took a sip from his cigarette.
"Yes i am!" I protested.
"Because if you will then you would have jump a while ago," he said as i furrow my eyebrows.
"What?"
"Let me help you"
"You wont understand"
"Im a great listener"
"No"
(A/N: titanic ref. Let me live)
He then stepped towards me and to the edge. I looked at him with confusion as he copied my position
"What the heck are you doing," my voice cracked.
"Im jumping with you, love"
"No you wont!"
"Yes i am"
"Why"
"Because im involved now. Besides, im guessing you feel alone and helpless then im keeping you company for death,"
"What?"
"So if you die, you wont be alone too," he said.
"But-"
"On count to three...."
"Wait!'"
"One!"
"No!"
"TWO"
"STOP! I wont jump anymore please stop!" I pleaded as he smirked throwing his cigarette on the 25 storey high.
I then let him take my hand. He held it tightly as i turned around slowly. I screamed loudly as i slipped on the water as i fall into the building.
The guy is holding my hand tightly as i remained hanging on the building. I cant breathe normally, my heartbeat is pacing fastly.
I tilted my head down as he stopped me "Dont look down, love"
"I got you" he said
I closed my eyes shut instead as he pulled me up. I stepped on the edge of the window as i lift my self up helping the guy as he lifted my weight.
As soon as i stepped on the cold tile, i hugged the guy tightly with shaking body. The guy then removed his jacket and wrapped it all around me.
"Thank you for saving my life,"
