HE'S A Fan Of YOU!?! (Kellin Quinn fanfic)

Four - The After Math.

~ Your POV ~

You and Kellin texted eachother for about a week after your date, then it slowly drifted into silence. The stream dried up. The river froze ever. Everything was plain and boring. Your once bright and colorful world was now black and white. You never facetimed, and you wished you'd stayed in touch with him. You couldnt pluck up the courage to text him, to ask if you did anything, to ask if he still liked you. You didnt know what to do with yourself. You've read through the diary he'd given you so many times now, even learnt the lyrics to some of the songs he'd written. You actually persuaded the band to do a cover of one of his songs that you really liked, it was called Dont You Dare Let Go, and you felt that it really related to how you felt about Kellin. You made it clear in several interviews that you had not written it, and in the lyric video you put at the start "Written by Kellin Bostwick, performed by Satans Angels". You knew he'd see it as he's a fan of your band, but you'd hoped it would've persuaded him to text you. You got no texts, no calls, no attempts at any form of communication from him whatsoever. The amount of times you cried over this stupid man who clearly didnt actually care about your feelings is fucking ridiculous.

You and your band were at Warped now, in Oregon, which is where you met Kellin. You hoped he would be here and that you'd see him at some point, but you doubted it, and even if you did, what would you say to him? Hey, hi, hows your life been since you completely cut me off!?! It'd be incredibly awkward, to say the least. Ned and Alex had both noticed a change in you, you were not your usual bubbly self anymore, you felt like half of you was missing, which it was, and it didnt look like it would be returning anytime soon. You were backstage with them now, waiting for Set It Off to finish their set on main stage before it was your turn.

Set It Off waved at the crowd of screaming fans before running off stage, you high fived all of them and told them how good they did, then the announcer started talking.
"Next we've got a band that I ABSOLUTELY LOVE, one of my favorite bands ever, please welcome: Satans Angels!" The crowd screamed in response.
Ned and Alex ran onstage, Alex sat at her drum set and Ned swung his electric guitar around. You grabbed your mic and ran on after them, waving at the screaming people in the crowd. "HELLO THERE FRIENDS!!!" You shout into the mic, the crowd screams in response. "ITS PRETTY FUCKING HOT TODAY ISNT IT???" Ned and Alex both nodded, fanning themselves with their hands. "YO, I HEARD MY DIGITAL ESCAPE ARE HERE, HAVE ANY OF YOU GUYS SEEN THEM!?!?!?" About half of the crowd scream. You nod "IF YOU DO, TELL THEM IM A HUGE FAN, THANKS!!! NOW, ONTO THE SHOW!!! NED??? HIT IT!!!" Ned started strumming his guitar and Alex began hitting her drums like there's no tomorrow, and you recited lyrics you'd written yourself.

Eventually it got to your last song. "Now guys-" you begin pacing the stage as you talk to the crowd "-this song is very special to me. I didnt write it, as I've made blatantly clear in multiple interviews and the lyric video itself, but someone who meant a lot to me did. His name was Kellin, and I was hoping he'd be here today, but I havent seen him. We met on our world tour, he was one of the people we met at a meet and greet. Long story short, we went on one date and it was perfect, then I had to continue touring and we lost contact. I miss him a whole fucking lot, so Kellin, this one goes out to you." Alex grabs two stools for you and Ned to sit on, Ned finds his acoustic guitar. Alex sits on the edge of the stage, Ned starts strumming his guitar and Alex starts swaying her arms. The crowd copies her, you start to sing.

" Don't you run away,
Don't  you run away,
Don't you run,
Dont you run,
Hold on to me tight, dont you dare let go,

Its been a long time,
I know I never would've called you on the telephone,
And I have things to say,
I really wanna wait 'til I get home someday,
You'll let me sing you a song.
The words I wrote, they need to reach your ears,
So listen up,