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It was pitch black and cold. No light anywhere, It smells old and watery. it feels like somethings covering my head so everything a blurr. All i can hear is "Run Run faster faster, he must not find us go go." I look up and i see three women dressed in long black dresses. They had hoods on and there dresses were so long and dark i couldn't see there faces. booom then all i seen was dust and stone, The women were gone...
Beep Beep Beep... I look over at the night stand, damn its 6:30 already . Ive been having that dream for the last week and still cant shake them. owell its almost my birthday and ill be 16. I wont let anyone bring me down this year. I will enjoy it for once. I sit up in bed and pull the covers back.. then look around making sure he wasn't anywhere in sight. I head towards the shower but i stop by the door to hear if anyone is up. Nope no ones up that's a good sign.
I jump in the shower. It feels so good, the hot water running down my body. Its soothing and comfortable i barely feel that way anymore. I Quickly wash up not wanting to take too long. I grab my brush and start to brush out my hair. I put it up into a pony tail and then quickly notice the bruises on my neck. That was not a smart idea so i leave it down for the day. For a minute i forgot why i even got them, i must of did something wrong to him last night. I just dont keep track anymore its useless. I try my best to cover up the bruises and hurry down stairs.
I get to the bottom of the stairs tripping over a beer can in the process. which was my usual mornings. i head to the kitchen and grab some crackers and a bottle of water, that's the only thing left in this house. Hopefully she wake up eventually and realize she needs to go shopping, but i highly doubt that.Shes passed out on the couch with the bottle of voka tipped over on the floor. This is her daily ruinteen. i Quickly grab my things and run out the house. Before my loving father gets back. god i hated him.
I cut down the back allies like i usually do so i can meet my boyfriend, by this beautiful tree in the park not far from school. I love this tree for some reason. It feels so normal me , for some reason it feels like its a part of me in some weird way. i snap out of my deep thoughts and see him standing at the bottom of the hill next to my tree. Hes so breath taken to look at, he has this beautiful sand blond hair and curls to die for. He has green blue eyes and a smile that would make any girl melt. Hes so loving and sweet and caring. Hes the only one i can trust with all the things im scared to tell anyone. my misery , the emotional and physical stress i go thru everyday.
" TODD" i yell out. I missed him so very much. Its been such a long weekend without him. "Milley my love, Ive missed you so much."he said hugging me so tightly. It felt so good to be in his arms again. he makes me feel like im in heaven with jus one hug. i turn towards him being careful not to show my neck too much. "My weekend was so awful. I hate not being without you for too long.:" i say to him sadly. i put my head down hoping he didnt see it. i knew how he was going to react . he wants us to leave and jus go far away together so ill never have to hurt again but i cant bring myself to do it, somethings holding me back..
As i lifted my head up to kiss him and right then i knew it was a mistake he seen them. He seen the bruises. the pain in his eyes told it all. "Milley! he did it again??/ For what this time huh? How can someone do that to you why?? I dont wanna see you hurting like this. You dont have to stay Milley, we can leave right now and never look back!!" he yelled with the sadest look i ever seen come from him. jus begging me with his eyes to say yes . But i cant i just cant. "Todd you know i cant. not right now, but we will soon i promise." I knew that was a lie, im traped ill never be able to leave.
"You Still having them dreams?" he asked me trying to switch the subject. but i was gald he did. "Yea i had the same one this morning. In everyone of the dreams i see that same symbol thats on my necklace." My birth mother gave it to me before she gave me up. " Do u want me to look more into it for you? Maby it will give you a clue to who your birth mother is or at least were you came from." Hes sais jokingly to me. but i could still see the worry in his eyes. I know all he wants to do is help. "yea sure" I responded with a smile to try to ease his mood.
We locked hands and we slowly started to walk to school. He makes me feel so safe like no one else can. I know he will protect me. And i will be free from this trapped life im living. As we walk i hear something i turn around to see what it is. But all i can see is that beautiful tree. I could of sworn i seen it shimmer as we continued walking. I couldn't take my eyes of it as we walked away. I was in a trans until it was out of view....
I know guys its kinda all ova the place but i swear it will all make since soon jus please bare with me. really rusty but please comment .. love to here feedback.....
