Memory Puzzle (On Hold Temporarily)

Prologue

Feeling the breeze towards her... Looking ahead to feel how much happy and calm she was... She closed her eyes. She turned around to see a happy woman whose smile was so warm and calming. She called that woman "mother"... The sun light highlighted her mother's brown hazel eyes to prove the nature that this woman was a beautiful person. "My daughter, come over here..." -voice of a kind woman calling her child ecoed through the colorful green garden... The child looked at her mother with happy face as she ran to her, imagining a hug by the woman... But sadly, that imagination didn't turned into a reality. After a brief moment, darkness  covered  her surrounding  swallowing her mother... The scared girl ran towards her mother to save her. But in a blink of an eye, the mother disappeared. Shadow with a shape of monster got bigger and bigger, raising his hands and moving toward the child. Child, with scared eyes, backed up  little by little. When the shadow covered child's full body, she starting to cry, falling on her knees begging to save her . "Sorry, please don't hurt me! Sorry  i was wrong, I WAS WRONG!!!... I was wrong! sorry..." Soon after that, loud insane laughing ecoed through the darkness. After such a long laugh, fearless silent came across the darkness.

Gasping the air, Monica woke up, breathing hard. After a few moment she realized that she was surrounded by criminals and police officers.

"Miss, can you hear me?.... Miss!"

She startled, realizing police officer was calling her.

"S-sorry w-what? Umm... c-can i... umm... w-why am i..."

"Do you remember what happened, miss? You were passed out with those people here. Remember? We found you across the street around 11pm. Can you tell us what happened?..."

Not again...

"Umm... not really.."

A guy next to her suddenly stood up, started yelling, "WHAT THE F***?! NOT REALLY?!?! YOU STARTED A FIGHT WITH US, BEATING US TO PULP AND NOW YOU'RE ACTING INNOCENT, PRETENDING YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW US?!?!", startled Monica turned around to see the police officer with confused eyes asking what happened.

"Those guys here telling us that you beat them to pulp so we brought you here. But of course there are no evidence and  also those guys have criminal records . So we waited for you to wake up to hear the truth."

Not again... it might be true that i beat them up... But i guess they have criminal records so they were trying to rob me or even rape so... i need to act innocent and collect some details.

" Umm i don't really remember what happened. But i couldn't possibly beat them or even start a fight. Just by looking at them i know they are gangsters. They look tough and scary. How could a female like me beat them up? I guess i passed out because i was afraid of them touching me. I have Haphephobia... i-i even have it in my health record...!"

Another tough guy stood up, "I know it sounds crazy but she really did beat us up. She had these crazy eyes and... and chuckling saying ' I guess i need to punish you guys' or something! its the truth. W-we were just getting close to her...!!!!"

Gotcha! So you guys were trying to rob me... 

"O-officer..."

" Miss, can we check your ID, please. We know that those guys are lying, so don't worry. We just need to check your identity so we can let you go."

Monica gave her ID to officer. Officer wrote down her full name 'Monica  White'  gave the ID back and told her that she can go now.

She came home , sighing. Causing many trouble over night , Demonica... what can i do to stop you...

Monica suffered from mental illness since she was 16 years old. Back then there was a big incident that turned her life up side down. She still doesn't remember what really happened. But she does know one thing. After that incident, her mother disappeared.  And she knows that behind all of this is her father, Victor White. Because when she was 19 years old she unintentionally eavesdropped her father's conversation with unknown person about her mother, Avelina White, saying, "... we need to lock her up in that room secretly so Monica doesn't know about it. When she wakes up we need to make her do that or else if something is wrong we have no other choice but to execute her mother...-" Monica gasped. She covered her mouth with her hands so that her father doesn't know she was eavesdropping. She didn't know what to do. But then she decided to find out about all of her fathers secret. But she couln't do that.  She constantly lost some small pieces of her memory while waking up in different places, in different situations. Only if she remembered what happened it could have led her to some clue. But that was not the case. She wanted to go the hospitals to have psychotherapy but she couldn't. If her father finds out about her illness, her mother might be unsafe. She was struggling with her illness until she met the 50-year-old psychologist Dr.Lee. Monica was diagnosed with D.I.D (Dissociative Identity Disorder) a.k.a multiple personality disorder. She was having 3 (or maybe more in the future) different personality including her. One of them was Demonica. She was the most dangerous one too. She caused a lot troubles, mostly violent ones. She is a bit sadistic but she can abuse the person both mentally and physically. She was the deep scar in Monica's memory. Violent one appears when Monica involved in violence, disgust and fear of someone hurting her. Monica still doesn't know why she is so scared from violence but one thing is for sure. That her violent alter is more dangerous.
Soon after she was diagnosed by her psychiatrist Dr.Lee, she heard the news that her doctor was dead due to a sudden heart attack. That's why from then on she needed to find out about herself and about the illness all by herself unless someone who knows the key shows up.

A/N: Sorry for grammar and spelling mistake as you can see English is not my native language. But i'm trying my best to write incredible stories even though i'm far from that. BUT trying my best :P
This story was inspired by Billy Milligan, who was subject of a highly publicized court case in 70s. He was diagnosed with D.I.D and his biography is soo interesting.(you can read it on Wikipedia if you want) That's why i got to know about this mental illness. I love psychological things you know.

Also there is one person who inspired me to write mystery stories. She is an amazing author and her works are LEGEND. I really love her stories. Her wattpad name is SheHopes . Currently i'm reading her DREAM series. (Dream Hunter to be exact) So make sure to check her out!