Me For Me.

Chapter 9.

I woke up at 10:00 the next morning and Luke was still sleeping so I got up and took of my tank top and slipped on some gym shorts. I walked upstairs to the fitness room and shut the door. I turned on the stereo and started throwing punched and kicks at the punching bag to Hottest Girl in the World by JLS.

I kept going for a few more songs before I was sweating and had to take a break. I took a swig of water and sat down on the floor. I looked up at the ceiling and thought about the last few days of my life. I heard the door open and looked to see who it was and looked at my toes.

"Hey." He said standing right in front of me and I looked at him.

"Hi." I said emotionless and he sighed and sat in front of me.

"Listen Jess, I'm really sorry. I was being stupid and I was a douche bag. I really like you a lot and I just got insanely jealous when I saw you having so much fun with Luke. I'm really sorry. Can we go back to how were?" He asked me hopefully and stuck out his hand.

"Friends." I told him and shook his and he frowned and nodded. No way was I going to let my walls down. I got up and played the music. Run the World by Beyoncé came on and I started punching and kicking the punching bag. Beau watched me for a minute and then walked out of the room shutting the door behind him. A few minutes after he left I stopped and shut off the stereo. I threw my boxing gloves on the ground and walked to my room where Luke was no longer there.

I took a quick shower and washed up. I put on some jean shorts and an old hockey t shirt that I cut the sides off so you could see my stomach and sports bra through the sides. I looked at the clock and it was 1:30pm so I went downstairs to the kitchen to eat. All of the boys were down there and so was Gina. I walked in and they all told me good morning.

I just smiled back at them and grabbed the box of Lucky Charms. I went to get the milk and we were out so I just poured the dry cereal in my mouth straight from the box. I filled my mouth and could barely chew my mouth was so full. After much hard work I swallowed the last bite and looked at the boys and Gina who were staring at me. I shrugged and they chuckled. It was 2:00 and I was dead bored and remembered we have the Justin Bieber concert today.

"Hey! We have that concert today!" I said and the boys chuckled and nodded, they already knew. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my phone off the counter and called James.

"Hey Jess." He said through the phone.

"Sup." I said and he chuckled.

"Can I pick you up for the concert tonight right now? I have to get away from these annoying boys." I said and the boys pretended to be offended and I stuck my tounge out at them.

"Sure." He chuckled and I smiled.

"Be there in 10." I told him and hung up. I put my phone in my back pocket and walked over to grab the keys to the hummer.

"Be back in a bit!" I yelled and walked to the hummer. I revved the engine and sped out of the driveway to James'. I got there and he walked out the door with a duffel bag and got in the passenger side.

"Hey, can I stay overnight?" He asked and I smiled and nodded. He got in and I drove back to our house.

"Okay I have a lot to tell you." I said and he listened to me tell him everything that happened the last few days. I finished telling him EVERYTHING and he sighed.

"First of all, Beau was wrong to do that to you. That is horrible. But he did regret it and knows it was a mistake. He texted me this morning and he seemed really depressed. Now I know why. Second, congratulations on the modeling thing and I will be there to watch. I cant miss that! Third, everything will work out. Just relax and live in the moment. Have fun and keep your walls down. None of us want to hurt you and if we do, its a mistake." He told me and I smiled at him.