in love with cuts ( ON HOLD)

ch.2

I woke up scared that I probably wouldnt be accepted. I know nobody there and I knew nothing about the people in new York. I was nervous. But I wasn't gonna show it I wanted to get through the day and make at least one friend.

After getting dressed and putting on the thick bracelet to cover up the cuts and eating my mom insisted she drove me but that's the last thing I wanted...to get embarrass by my mom driving me to school. I told her I'll be alright and with that she kissed me goodbye.

I started walking when I saw a boy about my age but taller. I couldn't help but stare he was gorgeous. The way his black shirt pressed against his abs and his slick hair shining in the light. Just then two girls came up beside him and started touching his abs and arms I guess he was kinda the popular one.

I continued walking and reached the school. The school looked huge compared to my old school in Alabama and California and whole other bunch of other schools I've been in. Idk but I think this school holds something different for me... Something good

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I walked in the doors and to the main office. I was greeted by a woman about 35 she told me to get my schedule from the back desk and get my locker information and stuff. I did as I was told and looked for my locker. Lock number236. I looked around a bit

lock number134... lock number215... lock number 236. I put in the combination and looked in my empty locker I put in a notebook I didn't have much yet.
I looked at my schedule I had homeroom class 212. I went in the class and all eyes on me. Great just the way to start off the day. I hated attention.

"Good morning miss" the teacher said to me
"Good morning" I said quietly
"pick any seat for now we just started this unit" the teacher said
So I sat down next to a girl with a pink blouse
After a long lesson the teacher gave me a text book that I should put in my locker for now and a homework sheet. I found out the girls Name was stasia and she is very nice. But it was time to go to my next class chemistry.

I went first to my locker to put my textbook and homework in.
As I was opening my locker I had a feeling someone was looking at me. I looked around and right next to me was the boy I saw this morning leaning against the locker besides me. He just kept on looking at me. And when I looked at him he smiled but I turn around quickly.

After I locked my locker I turned the other way to walk and he walked behind me. I stopped to see if he would stop and he did. I turned around and he noticed and smiled. I looked at him with a confused look and he laughed. His laugh was beautiful the way he closed his eyes and laughed upwards & his shiny teeth.

Avoiding my thoughts I asked "can I help you?" And he said "I couldn't help but notice how beautiful you looked" he must have been lying. I mean look at me. "whatever joke u have planned u can save it for someone else I've been through enough" and with that i turned around and walked away. He ran in front of me and said "I wasn't joking you look pretty good" he smirked.

Just then one of the girls from this morning came out of nowhere and said "Hey baby who's this" and she held his hand. He removed his hand and said "me and u are over laila who I talk to or Fvck is for me to know, please." She then turned away angry I guess. I did not want to be a part of whatever that was so I turned around and walked to class. I looked back and he stood there looking my way. Nobody else was in the hallway so he must have been looking at me. But I ignored and turned back around. There's no way someone popular could really think im pretty. he just wants to play with my feelings and Fvck, just like the boys in the past schools that I was in.

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