~Alan's pov~
Austin said he wanted to hook up with some one after tour. I got that blonde chicks number for him. Should I give it to him or..... wait and tell him to hook up with me. I have always loved Austin. He is my second half. But he is so straight it hurts. He would hate me if I told him I loved him. In more than a freindly way... But I always hint at it. And I don't know if he get's them or not.
UGH
AUSTIN ROBERT CARLILE WHY ARE YOU SO DAMN DIFFICULT!
~Austin's pov~
SMOOTH AUSTIN NOW HE THINKS YOU ARE DESPRATE. FUCK MY LIFE.
'Fuck hiiiiiiiim.' the voice in my head sang to me.
I slapped my leg under the table and smiled up at him. Why are you so perfect...... sigh.
He told a cheesy joke and sipped his coffee. I played on my phone as he told stories about fans I didn't see in the crowd.
I stood up and stretched my arms behind me hinting at Alan to get ready to leave.
"Alaaaaaaaan. Take me to the maaaaaaall." I'm really hyper after my two cups of coffee. He shook his head and grabbed my arm locking them together.
"But. But. But." I stuck out my bottom lip and blinked my eyes. "Pleeeeease!"
He sighed and nodded.
"Okay okay okay. We will go to the mall. But afterwards we are going back to the bus and sleeping." He pointed at me. I bounced around and kissed his cheek.
"Yaaaaaaaaay!" I sang, and then blushed really deep. I just kissed his cheek and he is blushing. I dragged him back to the tour bus and pinned him to the wall. He blushed even more and I started tickling him. He smiled and laughed his beautiful laugh. He pushed me off and held my hands down, signaling me to stop tickling him. I did so and stared at his lips. They look rough.
'I bet they would be good to kiss. You should do it Austin. Make a fool of yourself.' The voice in my head spoke. I blushed and stuck my tongue out as he looked back at me.
Well you know what stupid voice. I will do it. A surge of confidence filled my body as I leaned in and placed my lips on his.
~Alan's pov~
Austin had his tongue stuck out when I looked back at him. Then his face got serious then his face flushed and he leaned in closer and placed his lips on mine. Why is he kissing me?!?!? I kissed back and let go of his hands, as I placed mine on his hips. Next thing I know I'm pushed up against the wall of the tour bus kissing one of my band members. I pushed him off of me. Even though I long for his lips I need to know some thing.
"Austin.....?" He was backing away slowly. "What was that?" I asked. He blushed deep.
"Alan..... I love you....."
