Just the start for Caleb Logan

Understanding

"can I visit them now?" "Yes you can, I'll come along!"
So there goes the fading white room and now we're in my living room. Hayley and Annie look upset. And everyones crying. Even piper and Toshi look upset. I miss them already. Then someone caught my eye. "Hey look!" "what?!" "Annie is wearing my baseball shirt!" "what a sweetie. She must love you Caleb." "She does. I love them so much if only I could speak to them." I say looking at Annie and Hayley. "I know how you can!" Eve says smiling like crazy. "How!??" "You've just gotta speak up, like yell whatever you want as loud as you can! But be sure to be near like the TV, or the radio to tune in!" "Are you for real? Really?" Eve starts giggling and I start to giggle too, I swear her giggles are contagious! "What are we waiting for?" Eve says dancing around like an idiot. "I'll go to the TV and shout is that what you're meant to do?" Eve nods her head. "HAYLEY ANNIE!!! MOMMY DADDY!"they all both straiten their backs. They kind of look around, you can tell they're confused. Even piper and Toshi heard me! "They heard me Eve they heard me!!" "Cmon what are you gonna say??" Eve says giggling. "It's caleb, I want you guys to know I love you all so much and that non of this is anyone's fault, it was my time to go.

I've met a girl called Eve infact she's with me now!" "Hello!!" Eve butts in. "You'd love her. I know I didn't get to say goodbye so I wanted to say I don't need to. There's ways I can contact you guys." My mums crying her eyes out but smiling at the same time it makes me so happy to know I can still contact them. My dads sitting there holding her telling her it's their baby. Hayley and Annie are wiping their tears away smiling and looking one another. "Caleb, Bub, I miss you, how are you here with us? Are you okay?" Annie butts in "is it cool in heaven? Is it fun??" Hayley then butts in. "Is dolly's up there?? I miss you" they all seem so happy now and that's what matters. "I miss you too Hayley and I miss all of you. And Hayley of course there is!! You can imagine it and it'll be there. And Annie I'm not too sure what to call this place yet but for now it kind of looks like a white room that fades all the time, it's fun here Annie, I know for sure it's okay up here mum, I'm great actually, Eve has told me a lot and it's good that we can communicate still." I say trying to cheer everyone up. "I love you Bub. Always. I wish I could hug you right now my boy." "Katie that will be possible! But it takes time, and it'll be worth it!" Eve says. "Is that Eve?" Mum says wiping away her tears. "Yes mum" I say looking at Eve. "Eve thank you for everything and I hope you look after our Bub. I hope soon I get to cuddle him but I know it takes time. Thank you for this, Eve. we love you bubba." "I love you too mummy!" "I love you Caleb!!!" Hayley says. "I love you to Hayley." "I love you Caleb" "I love you too my precious Caleb" both Annie and daddy says. "I love you too Annie and daddy." I even tell piper and Toshi that I love them.
"Listen I think it's time we go. And I think you guys need some rest. I love you all very much, you guys will always be my family, I'm still bratayley!!" "Of course you are Bub" mum says smiling. Everyone looks so happy now and I'm so glad I got to them now so they didn't have to go through it without knowing where I am. I love them so much. And I'm so happy I get to still be apart of the same world as them. We all say our goodbyes and everyone looks so happy.
Me and Eve think it's time to go now, so the white room once again reappears, it's like we haven't moved. I like it up here. Is it even up?? I thought to myself before saying to Eve. "Is this up? The White room?" "I think we're in between actually, it's like we're in between earth and heaven.." She says looking me in the eyes. "Oh okay, that sounds like something off a movie!" I say giggling. She giggles. I love when she giggles. I don't know what I'm sure of right now but there's one thing I'm sure of. When she giggles, it makes me feel so much better and relaxed. I'm so glad I met her.

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this ones pretty long I hope you guys enjoy. I have some bad news though it's only been like 19 days since Caleb has passed from an undetected heart problem or something like that, infact 16 days after he died my mum had the same thing but a bit different, she's been in intensive care and she's nearly died three times. I'm scared because everytime she sleeps she could die, but I believe she will get better. But just to think it happened to my favourite person and now my mum.

but enough with me, I love you Caleb rest in peace my baby, idk when I'll upload again but I'll try x