Scars (GOT7 Mark fanfic)

Chapter One

All Credit to a.ibxts7(instagram)!!!

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[Mark's POV]

I've known (y/n) ever since we were young. She stopped talking around the age of 13. It's been 3 years... 3 YEARS! But we were still able to communicate even though she wouldn't talk back or text me back at all. But you know.. I was pretty quiet too. Not like her though. She'd never talk about the past, she'd always wear long sleeves even in the summer. Like... What's going on with her? She's worn them ever since the age of 15. She's changed so much in just a year or two. Yeah I wish she would talk to me but it didn't matter cause I was there for her and she was there for me. She was everything to me. But she just didn't know it. I sighed out loud as (y/n) was beside me in bed. No it wasn't like that, we just laid there in bed beside one another sometimes. Okay.. A lot of the time. We interacted with each other a lot. I felt like she had feelings for me but she wouldn't admit it or something was holding her back, but what was there to hold back from? She looked at me and gave me the look like: 'are you ok?' I responded to her yes. Yeah you maybe wondering how she got through school... Long story you know.

Later I walked her back home, because she lives just across the street. The next day I picked her up in my car and I drove her to her side of the school cause I'm older than her by 1-2 years. She'd always hide herself from me when we're in public, she thinks she's not good enough to be seen with me or something. She thinks she's worthless, but she isn't. I want to prove to her that she's worth something to me. She has to know it, but no matter what I say she won't believe me. "(Y/n)..." I shouted as she got out of the car. "I'll pick you up after school ok? Wait for me at the usual spot." She nodded her head and smiled.

[Your POV]

Ugh... School. The one place I felt left out and lame. School is the worst place in life for me. I really can't stand staying here. I was a Junior this year and Mark was a Senior. I walked into first hour and sat in my desk. Right in front of the bully. He made me life more miserable at school. His name was Jeremy. Why me though? Just cause I don't talk? Cause I'm ugly? Yeah that might be why. Why couldn't I have been home schooled? I got through the day living, also Cause i only had 2 classes with him today. But later things got worse. As Mark came to pick me up he waited out of the door. Mark has never heard anything about Jeremy, also because I never spoke since I was 13. Jeremy would see me with Mark once in a while I think. Mark waited a few feet away from the door. As I got out and saw him standing there with his blonde silky hair I instantly smiled. I was the most happiest around Mark. He made me feel like I belonged somewhere, like I was something special, like I was someone you know? But then it still always got to me and I wasn't able to believe it. No matter how hard I tried to forget I couldn't, no matter how hard I tried to believe Mark's words I was afraid. I felt dumb for believing it though. Like why couldn't I have left it all in the past?

Before I could reach Mark, Jeremy pushed me into the grass and dropped my books. Mark saw and grabbed ahold of me. "(Y/N)! Are you ok?" He asked. "Who's this guy?" Jeremy asked. "Her best friend." Mark explained. "You have a guy best friend?" I nodded my head. "That's surprising." He walked off without saying a word. "Who was that?" Mark asked. I spelled out Jeremy in sign language. Yeah I had to learn that if I wasn't going to talk anymore. "Does he bully you?" I shook my head. I couldn't tell Mark something like that. He'll go crazy. I know him. I grabbed my stuff and got off walking the other direction of his car. He chased after me and carried me bridal style not letting me go. "Stop lying." I hit his chest giving him the eye to let me down. "No" he said. I rolled my eyes. I kept hitting him more and more. But he'd refuse to let me down. I didn't look him in the eyes anymore. That's when he knew I was mad or sad. He let me down and talked to me. "Why are you mad? You don't want me to get involved?" I nodded my head slightly. "Well too bad. I can't do that can I?" I shook my head and looked at the ground. He knew what I was exactly thinking, his eyes were filled with that look like: 'I just care for you, let me in' but I wouldn't let him in. I refused to. I ran away because I pulsing take it, it made me want to let him in.

"You're gonna run away from me like that?" He yelled. I picked up my pace and ran as fast as I could, I ran and ran without knowing where to go, I just wanted to run away to somewhere. I heard foot steps behind me, they got faster and faster. Someone pulled me by the wrist and pinned me against the wall. 'Wait.. This isn't Mark.' I thought. He covered my mouth knowing I'd scream. "Why are you running from your best friend? Is he really your best friend?" Jeremy asked. I bit his hand. Giving him the look: 'get away from me' Mark caught up with me eventually and as he caught up he saw Jeremy again. Such bad timing I was thinking. Such frustration. But I wasn't mad at Mark, I was mad at Jeremy. Mark had madness in his eyes, like he was going to kill Jeremy. He ran towards Jeremy and punched the side of his left cheek. Mark hit him several times until Jeremy couldn't handle it and fell to the ground. Mark got on top of him and grasped Jeremy's shirt. "Get AWAY from her. Don't you dare bother her, don't you dare think of touching her, stay away from her." Mark said fiercely. "What? Is she your girlfriend?" Mark didn't answer. WHY WASNT HE ANSWERING? JUST SAY NO. IS IT THAT HARD?? "Yes." Mark said confidently.

Why... Why didn't he.. Just tell the truth. Mark was too good for me. He was what you call perfection. His soft blonde hair, the cute sparkle he had in his eyes whenever he smiled, his cute laugh, his warm hands and hugs, his broad shoulders, everything, everything was perfect about him. Then there's me. *sigh* I walked off fast and quietly. I know Jeremy was gonna bother me more now. Mark got up as he noticed me storm off. He eventually caught up with me. But I was angry. I didn't want to look at him. "I'm sorry." He said quietly. I turned around. 'What was that for' I gave him the look. "Look.. I... Uh...." He kept stuttering trying to figure out what he was going to say to make it sound reasonable. I walked off being mad. But I really had no right to be, but then again he should learn when to let me handle things by myself, cause of Mark Jeremy will bother me even more. Mark stood there for a hour or two just thinking. Mark usually sent me a goodnight text like "Goodnight (y/n), sweet dreams xoxo" he'd surprise me each time. I always wanted to text back but I couldn't. So I wrote it in my notes in my phone. I barely used my phone, I had no one to talk with except Mark and my family. I want expecting a good night text from Mark after what happened today. I was still kind of mad at him you know. But I just couldn't stay mad for too long, especially at Mark.

The next morning my brother Chris woke me up. He was tall and lame. Just kidding he wasn't lame. He had my back and I had his. He's older than me and Mark. "WAKE UP WE'RE GOING TO MARK'S HOUSE FOR A BBQ!" I opened one eye as he woke me up and opened both eyes as he mentioned Mark's House. Like why such bad timing? WHY??? I got dressed up in a white long sleeved shirt and sweat pants. Nothing special is gonna happen. But I wasn't afraid to see Mark again! I mean I wasn't going to be able to ignore him forever, but.. Not now at least. Give me a break. We made our way across the black paved road and knocked on their door slightly. As the door open my heart skipped a beat.

P/N: Chapter going to be published tomorrow or in a few days!!!