A Woman's Worth II (Book #2)

Chapter 12: Between US

Ahayah

I let her cry, I let her be down. But now it's kinda outta hand. Its been 2 months since the death of Amora but she can't seem to get it together. I visit her everyday and she's been laying in the same exact spot. Drowning in her own tears.

I pep talked myself before unlocking the door to Jamaica's house. Unusually it smelled like food and all that crap. But Jamaica can't cook. I made my way into the kitchen and smiled but it faded when I noticed who Jamaica was smiling at. Standing next to her was a very pretty girl. Who looked no older than 22.

I guess I came in a little too quiet cause they still ain't notice me enter. They kissed and did their lil thing but then I cleared my throat. "Uh.... uhh .. Wussup Ya Ya?" Jamaica asked stepping away from the girl. "Nothing I just came over here to be a good friend and check on you... but I see you good. Let me go." I half smiled at them both and shook my head heading outside.

She just stupid as hell. I can't believe I was in love with her dumb ass. All that sentimental shit she was talking I damn near let her fall back into my life. I'm glad I had my security locks up cause I would've been a damn fool. Once again.

As soon as I got back in my car I felt tears falling from my eyes. But why though? I ain't phased... ion give two fucks about Jamaica. She appeared outside and watched as I backed out. I stuck my middle finger up at her and continued backing out as fast as possible.

My first stop was to Blue's house. I ain't even think twice. I threw my car into park as soon as I got into the driveway. Not even trying to acknowledge all the cars in the driveway I walked straight into her house and slammed the door. Everybody stopped what they were doing and looked over at me. I shot everybody a unit and pushed past Tazz who stood there with her dumb ass arms open.

I gave Blue the death glare and she followed me to the back where her room was. "What she did now?" She asked blowing smoke outta her mouth. I guess it's that obvious... "She just a dumb ass person. She feed me all this bullshit but then go do a whole different thing. She got her a lil girlfriend now... but just yesterday her ass ain't even wanna get up." I snapped.

Blue shook her head but stayed silent letting me finish. "But since her ass wanna play games I'm leaving. I'm going to Atlanta for a couple weeks. You know to find me again and of course a boo." I smiled and thought about my words. They weren't legit mine but after I said it I claimed them.

"Don't you think that's a lil too far sis?" She asked sitting down next to me. "Yea kinda but so what I'm tryna live my life before it gets taken away." I told her. She nodded her head but didn't say anything. "Well I'm going too. Goddess can stay with my mom and Tazz can go wherever she wanna go." I liked that idea cause then I can get loose and have someone there to help me out. I smiled up at Blue and hugged her tight. The best sister/homie ever.

"Well I'm fina go home and pack. And then I'm fina order my plane ticket. You do all you need to do and in the morning we leaving pronto." I spoke faster than I thought. "Don't you think that's a lil too early Ahayah?" She asked. "Nope. I ain't tryna give Jamaica no time to apologize. With her sorry ass." With that being said I got up and I left heading home to pack.

You know...I'm thinking once i get home I'm fina pack my clothes and take me a nice bubble bath but nooooo. Dumb ass Jamaica sitting on my porch ready to bug the hell outta me. "May I help you?" I asked as I unlocked my door letting us both in. "I'm sorry." I laughed in her face. "Sorry for what? Being an ass to me? Or feeding me lies?" I asked nearly throwing my purse at her.

"Both... look. I wanted you to stay Ya Ya I didn't wanna be alone. You left me every night and I cried. So I had to find someone that'll stay with me when I needed them." She explained her eyes glistened with tears but I just rolled mine. "Thats bullshit Jamaica. Every time you fuck up you have a million excuses. And I listen to them like a dumb ass. But you know what? Not no more. I refuse. So you know what have a nice life. I'm done with your bullshit." I snapped pushing her towards the door. Her words came out as a stumble but I wasn't tryna hear nothing.