"What's on your mind?" by 3pm
You were unruly and I didnt even know whats happening.
Now everybody's life is at stake, and my life was ruined.
Say, yeah Satan, you win. Youre unfair. So unfair.
The memory keep coming back, and keeps me sad.
My heart felt heavy. Felt like being torn away.
My whole body ache. I dont know. I dont know anything.
Now I just scribble things randomly. I felt like floating and it was not good.
Myself wouldnt listen to my sayings and you wouldnt listen to me.
Everything I had was gone.
Im not worth for anyone. Im not worth anything.
I can clearly see his face, but not quite sure with the expression.
He kept up with me. I shouldve said it. I shouldve confess.
But darn it, youre so unruly. I cant even control you.
Now, I felt like all my dreams and plans are slowly being burned in hell.
While Im staring at it, quietly sobbing but cant move a bit.
Im such a pathetic, weird, nonsense, unessential being. Theyre better off with me.
Im better off without myself.
