Okay so this chapter may not be as exciting as all my chapters but the next chapter will so exciting and on edge i promise it will be the best!
Okay, so i dont know why i did the next thing but it was very unlike me. I mean, i usually keep my head down and my eyes glued to the floor during school hours im only ever crazy in front of my friends. But when i suddenly felt compelled to look up at him, i actually i did well i had too i couldn't not. And boy i was in for a shock, like im talking about a literal shock. A blaze of electricity fired through my body like i had stuck my fingers in an electrical socket. I froze, my eyes widening. WHAT THE HECK? AM I GOING INSANE?
First the prickling sensation and now this- what was wrong with me? If i wasn't careful then i was going to end up in a mental institution.
I felt the electricity again and let out a gasp. The feeling took me away until i realised that i standing in the middle of the doorway, staring at him with my mouth hanging open. Natalie get your shit together. I would have been completely mortified too, except to my astonishment-and my relief-his bright blue eyes had widened and were locked on mine and it almost looked like he could feel the electricity between us too.
My pulse was racing as the more we stared at each other the more electricity was ignited and i could almost feel my skin burning. So many different feelings were poring though me simulanouesly: confused...desire...love, drawing me into him and before i even knew what i was doing i took a step towards him.
Like a light switch, his expression slipped into a glower. "do you mind? he said, sidestepping around me and letting the heavy metal door slam painfully into my elbow. "OW, omg do you mind? what the heck?" i said rubbing my arm. He shot me a glare and a different kind of intensity burned in those beautiful blue eyes of his. Intense hatred. My mouth dropped open as i watched him turn his back on me and walk down the hall without another glance back.
Never in my life had i ever had a crush before. Although i wasn't even sure if what i was feeling towards the new guy qualified as a crush. If a crush was something that could cause a strange mix of emotions between Billie Piper to Steven Moffat and leave me incapable to stop thinking about the new guy, then-yep, i had a crush.
All during first and second period, i tried to process what had happened- what on earth could that electric feeling could have been? But all of them thoughts changed after what Holly told me about her and a boy, well not a boy a man, and if thats not that bad its a TEACHER. How could Holly and Mr McCarthy have a thing, like how is that even allowed well all i know its not okay but at this moment of time all i can think about is this bloody electricity that has me distracting me about what i really need to understand, this electricity. But trying to make sense of this has gotten me nowhere. It was about as confusing as the prickle and my newfound emotions about this one boy. Wow. This crazy list just keeps getting longer and longer, doesn't it? I was fairly okay for most of my morning classes but like usual i manages to get through them unnoticed. This was a good thing, since i heard zero of what my teachers were talking about. Until third period happened! WHY ME?!
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