Blue

Well then

A normal day for me includes reading ,sleeping and nothing fun of the sort .I guess life has a way of making you feel worthless anyway possible .
That is of of course my choice, my parents aren't stern they don't even care practically maybe that's why I'm such a failure .I enter the bathroom looking at my reflection in the mirrow ew I scorn myself I'm a mixed breed a hybrid. My carmel skin ,hazel eyes with short curly hair are all contributed genetics from my parents .My dad is Causaian,asian and my mom African-american .They didn't last long which was expected that, dad had to find a woman another women and my another man and they left me .I'm the only evidence of their once faithful now forgotten love.I open the fridge staring at the almost scarce shelves ,I took a water then I open the cabinet for a blueberry fruit bar . I live with my mom Adi Aduadua Knox that's her new last name now until the wedding then she'll be a Emmings . I'm left alone alot most weekends my mom visit him in New York ,we live in Seattle .This guy that stole my dad seating is Eric ,he's a excuetive in Brunswick, England most weekend he travels for meetings .I have no clue what she sees in him than dad ,the wedding is next winter .I'm not happy for my mom to replace dad I can't blame her if dad plan to marry also. She claims she's happy and I should be happy for her but she loved dad so much and so did he .
I'm the only sustainer .
What's worst than attending a wedding in winter is flying to England .My dad wedding is sooner than hers I pray that he doesn't marry even though I love Kate she's gorgeous ,oceanic blue eyes ,bronze hair with tints of red also from Wisconsin . This summer the wedding is to keep my mom hasn't met her my new mom the two brides to be.