Everything About You

Chapter 6

There were no words… I couldn’t speak, the sudden movement, the ruthless of his actions it had me in a shock mood. As I stare at him I let my eyes drop from his stare to his lips, but before I can pronounce a word his lips brush mine lightly. Pulling away immediately he whispers in my ear “Say it Estephanie! Tell me you don’t want me, that you don’t love me, I dare you.” The sound of my name coming out of his lips immediately makes me smile. 

“I love you Harry… and I really want you even more than you could think. Everyday that passes I want you more, but the thought of wanting you and not being able to have you are breaking me inside. Not being able to kiss you whenever I want, touch you, hug you, tell you I love you in bed, sleep with you, wake up in your arms. It really hurts Harry…” Tears escape my eyes and he wipes them clean with his hand and holds my face not allowing us to break the stare “Do you think this doesn’t affect me as well? And still you think that by breaking up, it will be better for you? Because in no moment have I heard you ask me how I feel?” Not being able to keep his gaze I closed my eyes, there was nothing I could say, his words cut me like daggers, because it was the truth. 

I have become so selfish that I didn’t think what would be best for both, I was only thinking about me. “I’m sorry” I said opening my eyes “you are right I haven’t thought about what would be best for you, it was very selfish of me.” He gave me a simple smile and started leaning towards me but I stopped him. “Nonetheless, that night I needed you, I needed to speak with you to clarify this mixed up feeling and what did you do… you pushed me away, you KICKED me out of your room. And at that point my decision was made, the best thing for us is to break up, Harry. Because this isn’t wor-” I didn’t had a chance to finish my sentence, because he crushed his lips against mine and kissed me forcefully, taking a fistful of his shirt I was ready to push him away but as his tongue swept across my bottom lip I relaxed and let him deepen the kiss. I was tired of fighting against him. As our lips parted for breath he whispered, “I won’t let you go, I love you Estephanie and I’m not giving up on you or us.”