Project: Sinner (JJ Project BoyxBoy Series)

Part 3

Part 3

Envy

2 months later...

"Will you fucking listen to me!? Do you even hear yourself right now?"

"I hear you, what do you want me to say, do you want a fucking pat on the fucking back, Junior?"

Junior closed his eyes and tried to relax the up and coming headache that would surely be there soon if he stayed in the same room as JB. He was basically having this one-sided argument. He turned around and walked up to the room and slammed the door even though JB wanted him to stay and talk some more. He like to make Junior to mad, he liked the angry that came from him He was a bitch and he knew he was.

When Junior walked he grabbed his book that he wrote his music in, he wasn't being a chick about it and he wasn't crying anymore about it like his use to do when they would get into an argument but he was closing himself off from him now. He had gotten to the point the he couldn't even cry anymore. He had cried them sad tears for he didn't know many months since they had gotten into the band together.

It had been three weeks since they had done something with each other. They hadn't had time to do anything with each other with all of the studio sessions and the video production and name agreement. They had so much to do and it didn't help that Junior wasn't hanging off of JB like that he was doing before. He was distancing himself from him and JB didn't like it at all. He didn't like it that he was giving attention to others that are not him.

"Junior, open the damn door."

He opened it up to start writing a new song that he had been thinking about doing. Before he could grab his pen to write, his phone rang. He looked down at it and opened it.

"Hello."

"Junior."

He sighed into his book but smiled slightly, "Yes Jackson?"

"Now why do I get the feeling that you don't want to talk to me, huh?"

"It's not you, I'm just tired."

"It's him isn't it?"

He closed his eyes as one tear slid down his left cheek but, he didn't make a sound, he didn't have too, Jackson knew.

"Just say the word and it's done. You know this already, J."

"I can't do that. I will see you tomorrow okay?" The tears kept sliding down his face.

"Meet me tonight at the coffee shop across from the building?"

Junior walked out the door and looked downstairs to see JB texting god knows who at 12 at night. He walked back into the room.

He heard Jackson say with concern in his voice, "He's doing it again, isn't he?"

"... I told myself I wouldn't cry anymore, that I couldn't cry anymore on him." Junior said wiping his eyes with his hand trying to keep his self from crying anymore but, he just couldn't.

"Meet me now, 12:30."

"..Okay."

"Knew you would say that. See you in an hour, J."

After that the line went dead, Junior hung the phone up and sat down on the bed again to put his socks on so he could make his way to get his shoes and leave. Before he would go downstairs though. He didn't want to think that much and he would regret it once he got there; being that he would be there alone with him.

He opened the book up and grabbed his pen so he could start his new song.

"Well, Hello again." He said quietly to the blank page with the date already written in it.