I have to keep my mouth shut
So in order to relieve the pain
I cut
But that wont make anything better.
I cry each night
Up to the sky
Trying to fight
But instead I cry
Wondering if someone can hear
Wondering if the heavens are listening
I cant help but fear
The night sky seems to mock me.
I cry and cry
Up to the sky
Hoping God can hear
Not knowing if he's listening.
_________________________________
Based on a true event in my life.