It's 2:00 am and Kaidenn will not stop crying. I've tried everything. I've tried changing, snuggling, rocking, and feeding her. The only thing left to do is call my mom.
"Leslie what in the hell are you doing calling me this early in the morning?" she cursed at me."Mom. Kai is crying her ass off right now. What do I do?" I said basically crying. "Leslie baby calm down. your making her upset. When your upset, she can sense it." she said "I'm trying momma" I began "leslie bab" she said "she just wont stop an-" I said still going on."LESLIE HUSH YOUR MOUTH!" she screamed through the phone at me. i quickly hushed my mouth and listened to my mom through the phone. "Sing to her baby. Oh hush up Randolph I'm coming. Bye baby." she said.
Kaidenn was still crying and in 4 hours she had her check-up. I walked up the stairs and walked into Kaidenn's room and lied her down. I walked to Jacob and I's room and began to take a hot shower.
After I got out of the shower. I wrapped my robe around me and went to get Kaidenn to feed her. I sat down in her rocking chair and began to fed her. After she got done eating I lied her back down and gave her her pacifier. I walked into the bathroom and called Jacob. I made sure he did exactly what I needed him to do. "Jacob go and find her the onezie that mom got her. " I said to him "Why can't you do it?" he asked "Jacob fuck it. You haven't been doing shit since kai got here. If I knew you were going to act like this then I would have went home with my mom and Leslynn." I threw down my hair bush and went to her room.
After I got her dressed I lied her in her swing in front of me while I got done getting dressed. Jacob entered the room and saw Kaidenn and began to pick her up. "Don't you dare pick her up. Your ass didn't wanna do shit when I asked you." I did the finishing touches of my makeup and picked Kai up and strapped her into her carseat and walked out.
We arrived to the doctor's office in 30 minutes and Kai was knocked out. "Babe I'll be back in 5 I gotta make aquick call" he said. "Bye Jacob." I said.
The doctor came in. "Kaidenn Perez?" she asked "Yes ma'am. That's us." I said. "hey. It looks like we gotta give baby girl her new born shots right?" she asked? "Yes. Sadly. Will she cry?" I asked a little concerned. "Yeah but not for long." she said. I sighed and lied Kaidenn on the table. When I seen them stick that needle in her leg I could not handle it. She winced which turned out into a full blown cry. When it all was over I grabbed Kaidenn and left the office.
I went to the front desk to get whatever medication Kai needed. I signed the papers signaling that it was okay for her to see the same nurse again.
I grab my baby's carseat and walked to the waiting area. Kai makes a whimper noise in her seat and all I could do was think about how she was crying getting her shot. I picked her and patted her back. Jacob came in and asked for Leslie Perez. "Right here." I said to him
He came and got Kai. I however walked past him snatching my baby away from him.
After I settled Kai in the car I slammed shut the passenger seat. "Leslie," he began. "Why do you have an attitude?" He asked. FUCKING REALLY? "Oh,I don't know Jacob maybe it's the fucking fact that you missed your daughters first doctors appointment?" I basically screamed at him. "Leslie. " he said. "Jacob all I can say is fuck it okay? Your such an ass. Take me home." I said. "Leslie. I am tired of the way you talk to me. You act like this isn't new for me. I'm trying to be the best dad I can be. Be the best thing that my dad wasn't to me. You think I wanna see her cry getting stuck with a fucking needle? Gosh I swear you can be so fucking basic and stupid sometimes." He said. "Really Jacob me basic? Stupid? I wasn't basic and stupid when you wanted me to ride your sorry ass. " I said with a smirk. "Fuck you." He said coldly. I was a little taken by his words. Matter of a fact I was hurt. "You already did that. That's how I got pregnant with Kaidenn. " I said stinging him with his words. He put the key in the ignition and drove out of the parking lot.
He pulled up at Red Lobsters and got out the car. I got Kaidenn and walked inside.
The waitress took us to our table and gave us menus. "I'm Jessica but you can call me Jess or Jessie. I'll be your waitress today. Can I start y'all off with some drinks or appetizers today?" She asked. Jessica was beautiful. She had that almond chocolate skin, beautiful pearly whites,natural curls that stopped at her neck,and a coke shaped bottle figure to top it all off. "Um I'll have a coke." Jacob said. "And I' have a root beer." I said. "Okay any appetizers for yall?" She asked smiling all happy. Bitch. At least her day was going okay. "Alright, I'll be back in a few to give y'all y'all's drinks " she said and walked off. I grabbed my phone from out of my purse and grabbed my iPhone 5. "Les. Look I'm sorry about what happened earlier. I didn't mean any of that." Jacob said "Mhmm." Was my response. Just then the waitress came back and say our drinks down. "Seriously Les. I'm trying. You don't think I am?" He said not acknowledging the waitresses presence. "Want me to be honest?" I asked him. He nodded his head yes. "Well you're not trying hard enough." I said. "Les. FUCK!" he said hitting the table causing Kai to jump while she was asleep, and causing others to look our way. Kai starts to cry really loud and I needed to comfort her. "Look what you did!" I screamed at him. "No look baby I -" he stated. But I cut him off. "You've done enough. Give me the keys. Call me when you're ready to be a REAL dad. " I said snatching the keys from him and grabbing the crying Kaidenn.
I got in the car and drove home. Kaidenn was silently asleep after I fed her.
After 2 hours passed I was up feeding Kaidenn and lying her in our bed. I met Jacob at the door and surprised him. "Hi." He said. "Hi." I said back. "Where were you?" I asked him. "Look I'm tired I don't want any drama. I'm tired." He said pushing past me. The first time he ever laid his hands on me. "I don't give a fuck jacob! I'm tired of this shit. " I said on the verge if tears. "WHAT DID I DO LESLIE THAT ERKS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH??" He screamed. "YOU JACOB!" I yelled back.
Jacob raises his hand back and smacked me. My reaction was to grab a knife and stab the living shit out of him. But what held me back was the amount of shock that fell throughout my body. I didn't even know I was crying until Jacob turned from a beast into a soft hearted person.
"Les I'm so sorry baby! Look at me. I never put my hands on a woman I swear. Baby look at me please." I winced every time he tried touching me. When he turned his back I grabbed the knife off the table and tried stabbing him. He turned around and ducked. He grabbed me from behind holding my arms down so I couldn't get to him.
"I'M SICK OF THIS SHIT JACOB!" I screamed while he was holding me down. "LET ME GO!!!: I screamed. He wouldn't let me go so when I finally got out of his grip I ran up the stairs with him running behind me. I grabbed Kai and walked her into her room and tried to shut the door.
I grabbed my bat from the closet and started throwing random stuff at him. He ducked and dodged everything.
When he finally got to where I was he kissed me passionately while I was holding Kaidenn. I lied her down in her bed and walked back to where Jacob stood, only for him to kiss me again. It took a while for me to kiss back but it was worth it. He picked me up by my waist and threw me over his shoulder, taking us back to our room and threw me on the bed not breaking the kiss. He threw off his shirt and lifted up my jersey. He rubbed me through my underwear. I moaned into the kiss. He pulled off his pants still not breaking the kiss and took off his underwear. He roughly took off my underwear and slide inside me. It's been a while so yeah it hurted like shit.
He thrusters himself in and out of me making me moan. I dared not to say his name which pissed him off even more.
He thrusters even harder, and of course I moaned his name. He went deeper and harder and yes he was making his apology sincere.
After about 2 hours. We were done. We took our showers separately and got Into the bed. Jacob lied the opposite way of me.
He turned over and kissed me on my shoulder. "Leslie. You are truly a one and a million. I'm glad I have you to call a wife. I'm glad I can call you the mother of my child. And most of all. I'm glad I can call you mine." He said getting out of the bed.
I smiled and closed my eyes to hear Jacob with Kai. He lied her in the bed and kissed her. "Now I know I can sleep knowing that both of my girls are safe. " he said as he kissed me before turning off the light to go to sleep.
