Callie's POV...
Alexa made me stay at hers so she could make sure I was ok and I wasn't alone in a hotel room where anything could happen. If I was a lesbian I would so be with Alexa or at least have a huge crush on her.
"You ok?" She asks me I nod I hadn't really spoken because I didn't want to cry, and I knew if I started talking especially about that I would cry, and if I started I wasn't sure if I could stop or not.
"Little men are sleeping happily" Alexa told me looking at the boys crashed out on a cover on the floor but Ayesha was wide away looking for something to eat, the fatty. She's not really bad she's just like her dad only eats and is still so small (waist wise with her dad).
I just stared at the twins for ages I could feel a lump in my throat and my eyes were blurring, I hated Riker for harming our child but I loved Riker I never thought I would find love but I did and it was with the guy I'm not supposed to hate.
I felt arms around me and I lost it, I just cried I could hold it back any longer having Alexa's arms around me.
Alexa's POV...
I must have been hugging Callie for 2 hours before she'd managed to stop crying, actually looking at the time it was just under 2 hours the poor girl.
I sat her down on the couch and went into the kitchen and got two glasses of wine and took them out and handed one to her "we have the kids and you are breastfeeding" she told me, I completely didn't function.
"Might sound horrible but he will be fine and it's only one glass we are having to calm the nerves since I have no whiskey" I told her she smiled and took it.
"Come on talk about it with me" I suggested she looked at me "he's....I don't know that's what pissing me off the most I don't know why I'm so pissy and I've told myself over and over and even I tell myself that I sound obsessive I don't expect him to be all me, me, me, me but at least spend sometime with me and the twins and then I leave him alone ONCE, and my son nearly dies. I should despise him right now for doing that to my little boy but I just want to run into his arms and hug him cause I'm keeping like shit, while I was having a good time my son was choking and getting rushed to hospital."
I look at her "the trouble is you're beat yourself up about stuff that's not your fault and as for Riker of course you want to he is your first boyfriend and he is the father to your children and you've had a crush on him for a while, it's natural he should be the one you can run to but at the same time he's the one you should be annoyed at your head and heart are having a disagree but you need to decide which one you wanna listen to that's the hardest part" I told her.
I noticed she'd drank her glass of wine so I handed her mine, this girl talks more with alcohol in her hand, I love it.
I look at her again as she takes a sip of that wine "I really don't know I really wanna be pissed at him for doing that to my baby but at the same time how was he to know he was allergic he should have known not to give him it but he didn't know he'd react so bad"
"I agree with you. How about you sleep here tonight right and you talk to Riker tomorrow? Rocky and I will look after the twins for you, I mean they keep our dude quiet to be honest, having children already keeps Rocky distracted and quiet, it's adorable" I told her she looked at me for a bit.
I could tell she wasn't sure "cute gesture..." She said in a 'I so don't want you too' kinda way "Riker and Rocky have work tomorrow and also your Bodhi is ill so.." She said I look at him completely forget.
I nodded "ok fine, they aren't working all day, I will talk to Rydel or Savannah about doing it for you" I told her she shrug and downed the last of the wine in the glass. Even though she didn't want one, and she didn't even like wine that's how I knew she really need that.
"Why don't you breastfeed?" I ask her "ouchie" she said I laughed "I don't like to think of my children sucks on my boobs, I think of that way when it comes to me doing it and it's supposed to hurt so I'd rather not" she finished off I nodded. Her mind works weirdly.
"I think you are with the wrong brother, you and Ryland are so suited" I told her, I saw a little smile and a bit of blushing, I smiled at her.
"Well someone has a thing for the Baby Lynch" I said to her she smirked at me "of course I do. I love my babies so much" we got up and kneeled near the twins and kissed them both on the head. I giggled, she was right they were baby Lynch's but that just proved that she did have a thing for Ryland, I would get her to tell me all about it.
