BDSM- Muke/Cashton (BoyxBoy)

05

If you read the disclaimer and warning you should know there might be a cutting trigger. This is one of those Ch.

WARNING: Cutting Trigger

Michaels Pov

Two days after

Luke was currently in the bedroom talking to a boy named Calum. He wouldn't let me in there so I'm stuck spending time watching tv. Right now Mean Girls is on and I really want Luke to come cuddle with me.

I wonder if he's done talking to Calum? Hmmm I'm gonna check. I walk up the stairs slowly. I put my ear to the door to see if I can hear him talking.

"God Calum, he's such a great fuck. He is tighter then Niall ever was."

I'm just a fuck? Who's this Neil or Niall guy?

"He's so innocent though. He fucking cuts to. I'm scared to tie him up because of it"

He told. He told someone I didn't even know that I cut. I'm just a worthless fuck.

I run to the bathroom and lock the door. I get a razor I taped to the back of the toilet. I pulled my sleeves up above my arms and made a cut.

One Cut: for being just a fuck. Second Cut: He told someone I cut. Third Cut: he thinks I'm fragile. And Fourth Cut: for thinking he could care about me.

When I was done I taped the razor back to the toilet and started rinsing the blood of my arms. I cleaned up a few drops that landed on the floor. When I came out of the washroom the bedroom door was open. I went inside the room and went straight to my suitcase and got out a gauze to wrap my wrist up. I then pulled my sleeves back down over my wrist down to my knuckles so Luke wouldn't notice.

I went back to the living room to discover Calum and Luke playing Fifa. I liked Fifa but everyone said I pronounced it like Fefer so I got a bit pissed off at the game.

I tried to pass without them noticing but the flood creaked. Both heads snapped up to look at me.

"Michael come in and play." Luke said.

I walked in slowly avoiding Lukes gaze. It seemed to piss him off. I sat by next to him and grabbed a controller.

"Do you know what this games is" Luke asked.

I nodded and he glared at me. I smiled at him like nothing was wrong.

"What is it called then" Luke asked.

Fuck him. I do not want him and Calum to laugh at how I pronounce it. So I sat still.

"Michael do I need to punish you" Luke asked.

I hate him. Of course he was going to bring up punishing.

"Its Fifa" Luke and Calum started laughing at me. "I'm gonna go watch a movie. Have fun."

I got out of there as quickly as possible but I stayed outside the door.

"He dresses like a chick. He acts like a chick. Are you sure Michael's a dude. Like he could be a Michelle or a Mindy" Calum said.

"I don't know all I know us he's way better at sex than a girl and even every other guy I've been with" Luke said.

I heard enough. I went upstairs grabbed my phone and a bag. I packed every thing I brought which included all of my guy clothes and girl clothes. I changed into my Iron Maiden shirt, black skinny jeans, and a pair of black boxer briefs. I need to make sure Luke won't know what I'm wearing.

I packed a box of blonde hair dye. My charger. All my shoes that I owned before I came here. I packed my gauzes and disinfectant. I got out a envelope from under Luke's bed. It was from my mum. It had all the money she and my father had before they died. Plus their wedding rings. I grabbed the rings and the money. In total their was about $54,900. I left everything Luke had given me, clothes, shoes, phone cases, and money. I grabbed some liquid foundation from the maids room and put it all over my wrist where the tattoo was. I went to the bathroom and got my razor. I quickly put everything in the bag when I heard Luke say that it was their last round. I wrote a note for Luke, and put it on the dining room counter.

Dear, Luke
Thanks for those kind words about me that you told Calum.
I'm just a fuck, huh? Well what does that make you?
I left because I couldn't handle you telling him everything
Like how I CUT!

Fuck You Luke Hemmings!

From Michael

P.s. Dont bother looking, you wont find me

I then left. I closed the door silently. I walked to a motel and checked myself in there. I went to to the washroom and put my razor, gauzes, and disinfectant. I also grabbed the box of hair dye and dyed my hair. I then rinsed it out in the shower and blow dryer it. There was no way Luke would find me.

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